The Art of Keeping Up

September is often known to cross country skiers, and certainly to myself, as the most challenging month of the year. As Kikkan would say, "it feels like trying to keep frogs in a wheel barrow". Every time you get all your froggies collected, a new one jumps out! It is the month that we are both training lots, and training a lot of hard intensity. It is the month that I often find myself doing many sponsor engagements and community engagements. It is the month that school starts back up for me, so I have to find some extra energy for my brain power. And finally, it is the month that the cold, dark and sometimes snow arrives in Alaska. 

Spending the afternoon with Alaska Child and Family.

Spending the afternoon with Alaska Child and Family.

Fast and Female season.

Fast and Female season.

Frogs going everywhere!

Frogs going everywhere!

Every year I put on my armor, and brace myself for September, because it is the same every year. I try to direct as much attention as possible towards my ski racing, and minimize the others. The transition from doing tons of distance training, to doing some form of intensity every day is an adjustment! I get used to knowing how much to eat, how much to rest, and how much it takes to recover from training 20 hours during the summer months. As the cold arrives, and I start turning up the guns for September, I find it requires twice the amount of rest to recover and show up the next day ready to rally. Despite the wild world of events, September happens to be one of my favorite months. The rush always gets me excited for the winter, and the racing season to come. Distance training can sometimes feel monotonous and boring, so when it comes time to go fast, I start getting addicted to those endorphin rushes following training, and the wonderful feeling of fatigue, where you know you did a good job at work today! 

Taking a long rollerski trip from Trunk Road to the top of Hatchers Pass.

Taking a long rollerski trip from Trunk Road to the top of Hatchers Pass.

As an athlete, we become addicted to challenging ourselves one more step than recommended. The plan says five times eight minutes of intervals… but six sounds so good! I'm supposed to be in Level 3, should I go a little harder and take advantage of following my teammate that is an expert at uphill skate? Three days of races at the end of a hard training week, how deep can I dig that last day when I feel utterly exhausted? Sunday is rest day.. why not throw in one more workout! The best athletes are addicted to pushing that line, otherwise we wouldn't get this far. The line becomes blurry at some point.. how much is too much? Am I doing damage always finding the extra challenge? Will I be too tired next week if I do one more interval in this set? Or, is this extra interval the mental challenge I need to be confident to make that A-final this winter? When I look from the outside in, to me it feels like an art! Training is such a meticulous and perfect project of action.

An afternoon hiking with my wonderful Delta Constructor sponsors. 

An afternoon hiking with my wonderful Delta Constructor sponsors. 

Every athlete paints their picture differently. Some go into overdrive, and let their minds take over. Others look to the people around them to try to get the best direction. Some are experts of "sending it", but become very good at turning their actions into beauty at the end. Every year, I learn one more lesson as an artist! I have always been an artist with a little bit of a conservative nature. This is a result of having struggled with injury a lot. I am learning though that there are the right times to challenge my brain, challenge my ability to dig deep, and challenge my ability to think "that's all I have". During September though, it is always the most challenging month to paint. I call it the art of keeping up!

Amazing to have teammates that push you every day!

Amazing to have teammates that push you every day!

So what are some of the pieces of this September artwork?

Fast and Female Season- Months of planning for this event, but always such an amazing piece to be a part of. This year we were in the Alaska Airlines Center, which was a fun new twist to our usual event. 

What an incredible building! The Seawolves have a pretty nice home.

What an incredible building! The Seawolves have a pretty nice home.

Endurance Sports Station lead by the wonderful Tiffanie Bird and Tasha Bergt.

Endurance Sports Station lead by the wonderful Tiffanie Bird and Tasha Bergt.

School Season- I am working on my Masters in Business at APU. Class starts with three ten hour days of class, and then meeting online the next eight weeks.

It's off to school I go.

It's off to school I go.

My watch was beeping at me a lot! 10 hours of sitting doesn't go over so well with me, or Polar!

My watch was beeping at me a lot! 10 hours of sitting doesn't go over so well with me, or Polar!

Time-Trial Season- We practice our racing and get to challenge ourselves to get ready for the real deal.

Chasing the boys during a sprint TT. Faster skis makes for a fun challenge for both of us! (Eric Packer photo)

Chasing the boys during a sprint TT. Faster skis makes for a fun challenge for both of us! (Eric Packer photo)

Feeling pretty stoked after completing three tough days of racing at the end of the block (Chris Hodel photo).

Feeling pretty stoked after completing three tough days of racing at the end of the block (Chris Hodel photo).

Injury Management- I have been managing a knee imbalance injury the past two months, so jumping back into the activities I have missed is a slow, but oh so exciting process.

Trip #40 up an "uphill only" hike with my trusted partner in crime! Ski walking has been our best friend this fall!

Trip #40 up an "uphill only" hike with my trusted partner in crime! Ski walking has been our best friend this fall!

 

Hunting Season- Time to live off the land a little. Moose, Fish and Grouse filling the freezer.

Jojo's first moose!

Jojo's first moose!

Growing up vegetarian means that I have been forced to get over many "dislikes". One of which was touching meat. Several days later of processing, I am finally ok with it!

Growing up vegetarian means that I have been forced to get over many "dislikes". One of which was touching meat. Several days later of processing, I am finally ok with it!

Staying warm in my down outfit during grouse hunting season. 

Staying warm in my down outfit during grouse hunting season. 

Enjoying my last campfire before the winter season. 

Enjoying my last campfire before the winter season. 

I finally contributed to the freezer with my grouse!

I finally contributed to the freezer with my grouse!

Rainy, Snowy, Dark Season- Staying warm is sometimes the largest challenge.

I can't tell if she is my body guard for the house, or the guard not letting me out of the house?

I can't tell if she is my body guard for the house, or the guard not letting me out of the house?

October time! I am now headed to Park City, Utah for our final season preparation at altitude. I can't wait to meet up with my teammates and do some final training together before we hit the road! I am also looking forward to hopefully getting a little bit of PC's special sunshine to warm me up a bit!

When it rains.... it shines!

It was an interesting August up here in Alaska. I spent the first week of the month up on Eagle Glacier for my final camp of the season. It was by far one of the wettest camps I have had up there. Thank god I have a rain suit to keep me dry enough to train as much as I wanted. When you become soaked to the core in the first twenty minutes of your ski, and then the wind starts blowing… it is tough to stay warm. So, I went out every day, put my hood up, my rain pants on, and chipped away at my training, even having some laughs sometimes how crazy the weather was. While the sun wasn't shining, I did finish the week having accomplished some of my goals for the summer. 75 hours of training on Eagle Glacier over the course of June, July and August meant I got to spend lots of time on some of the technical side of skiing in addition to building my base!

Rain suits, dry bags, and smiles.... a wet mess!

Rain suits, dry bags, and smiles.... a wet mess!

Intervals in my dry suit... Smurf skiing!

Intervals in my dry suit... Smurf skiing!

Famous APU team relay snowball champions.

Famous APU team relay snowball champions.

After that week of wet, I assumed the sunshine would come back. With such an awesome summer so far, the sun never disappeared for too long. Turned out, he needed a little time out. For six weeks straight, the rain came down day after day! When people say "when it rains, it pours"… that felt like the truth! Every morning I would wake up to the familiar noise of rain falling on the roof, and my hopes would die down. I would wake up, turn on my "sun lamp", layer up for the wet, and go puddle hopping on my skis…. again!

Down jackets in August!!

Down jackets in August!!

Olympic Games with the young kids at The Alaska Club. This little one was the cutest gold medal winner of the day!

Olympic Games with the young kids at The Alaska Club. This little one was the cutest gold medal winner of the day!

Amongst this rainy block, I have also been battling a little overuse knee injury. Similar to the sunshine, I was maybe getting just a little bit too excited with my running this summer. Living in the mountains, and being a cross country ski racer means that running is one of the best forms of training. It is free, it requires no equipment, and it is relatively safe compared to dodging the cars on the road. Unfortunately, my "too excited" has left my a bit sidelined for the month.

Remembering my younger swim racing days during the Olympics, and some pool training this last month.

Remembering my younger swim racing days during the Olympics, and some pool training this last month.

The combination of the rain, and the frustration of injury took me on a pretty good roller coaster ride this past month. So, I made a rule for myself… something that would seem pretty obvious, but hard to do. Every day, I was going to find something positive. One summer when Swedish star, Anna Haag, came to train with the APU Team, she told me something that I will never forget. "If you are never injured at this level, you are never pushing yourself hard enough". Learning your limits is part of being an athlete. Learning to deal with adversity and find positive ways to get through it comes with the territory. With that on my mind each day, I could either go home and eat an entire bottle of Vitamin D, go into hibernation, and wait for the storm to pass… or I could find the sunshine!

Training differently has not only kept things a little more fresh, but it has gotten my "motivation" back into a high gear. As I am patiently waiting for my tendons to be bomb proof again, I am working on some of my weakness's, something I may not have focused on otherwise. And when I get to head back out in the mountains for a run, I can tell you it will be for more than just the training value…. it will be an overly happy Sadie leaping along!

Starting on the final day of our APU rollerski mini-tour... working on my uphill pain tolerance!

Starting on the final day of our APU rollerski mini-tour... working on my uphill pain tolerance!

Finishing the climb still alive!

Finishing the climb still alive!

And guess what?! Just when I thought the rain would never stop, the sun came out to play this week! Already I can see smiles popping up on everyone! So if anyone ever tells you "when it rains… it pours", don't believe them! The sun will always come!

Enjoying my first sunset in a while!

Enjoying my first sunset in a while!

Enjoying some uphill hiking with the french boys on the first sunny day!!

Enjoying some uphill hiking with the french boys on the first sunny day!!

On to September!

My 10 Favorites

Every summer I make it a habit to travel home 1 or 2 times in the summer months to visit my parents. With the wild schedule I have in the winter, jumping from one country to the next every week chasing the World Cup, unfortunately, I never get to come home in the winter anymore. Every time I make it home during the summer months though, I find myself falling in love with my home town a little bit more. As a kid, I didn't really know the world outside, so I didn't have quite the appreciation I have today. After training all over the world, I am convinced I grew up in one of the greatest places in the world to train. With a few more hilly, paved roads for rollerskiing… it would quickly jump to the front of the list! Last week while visiting home, I collected a list of 10 of the greatest things about the Methow Valley to share just how great this little heaven in the woods is.

1. Family- There is no better thing in the world than spending some time with family. The world is big, and the days go fast, so you have to truly cherish every wonderful moment you get with your family!

Rock hopping with my mom.

Rock hopping with my mom.

Climbing high on Hearts Pass.

Climbing high on Hearts Pass.

Pretty impressive my parents rock a 3 hour run no problem!

Pretty impressive my parents rock a 3 hour run no problem!

A little Granny time on a long layover through Seattle. As you can see, I think I got my height from her!!

A little Granny time on a long layover through Seattle. As you can see, I think I got my height from her!!

2. Cold Water- Anyone that knows me well knows I love to drink "cold water" more than anything in the world. A glass of ice cold water makes my world a better place. So, when the temperatures reach 100 degrees, not only do I appreciate the ice cold water that magically comes out of our faucet in the mountains… but I love the unlimited options for swimming in cold water. High mountain lakes, rivers, creeks… these are saviors when it comes to training in the heat.

Cascade Plunge!

Cascade Plunge!

Our little river spot below the house.

Our little river spot below the house.

3. Heat- ok, I guess I will put this on the list of my favorites. Despite the fact that I have lost all of my heat tolerance, I do still do secretly enjoy the heat. Alaska gets warm, but not quite to the level that the Methow brings. If you heat yourself to the core during the summer, the winter isn't so bad!

4. Unlimited Adventuring- This past week Erik made it a rule that we had to do some sort of new adventure every day. I thought I had already seen the best of the Methow. For anyone that has been there, Cuthroat, Silver Star, and the birthday tour have topped that list for me. But, I discovered even more! It turns out the Methow is the worlds largest running playground. There is incredible running trails everywhere! Even after spending the first 17 years of my life here, I had no idea some of these little secret heaven's existed! I already have a list to explore next time I come!

It may be a sketchy road to get there, but it sure is worth it! (Dead Horse Point)

It may be a sketchy road to get there, but it sure is worth it! (Dead Horse Point)

I forget about these crossings when I spend too much time in Alaska!

I forget about these crossings when I spend too much time in Alaska!

5. Peace and Quiet- After spending the past six summers living in the city, I have forgotten how peaceful it is to fall asleep at night to total stillness. No horns, no sirens, no cars, no airplanes… just the crickets. Ahhhhhhhhh!

A silent lake.... before the Bjornsen's arrived.

A silent lake.... before the Bjornsen's arrived.

6. Memories- The place that you grow up will always be covered with fun memories. Whether that is crossing an old friend you haven't seen in forever, or running a trail that you did when you were five years old, or going through old pictures. It always feels good to takea walk through memory lane! Especially when the majority of those memories are warm and wonderful.

Erik with one of his first outfits... hard to believe such a large boy was so small at a time!

Erik with one of his first outfits... hard to believe such a large boy was so small at a time!

7. Secret Spots- The Methow is covered with little "secret spots". For some that is a secret swimming hole, for others that is a secret camping spot, or a secret yurt in the woods. I love discovering these little secret spots. You almost feel like you are homesteading a treasure island.

Look closely for a high mountain Yurt nestled in the woods. Sounds like a pretty sweet spot to visit in the winter!

Look closely for a high mountain Yurt nestled in the woods. Sounds like a pretty sweet spot to visit in the winter!

8. Next Door Neighbors- One day while I was running, my phone sent me messages welcoming me to Canada, and asking me what sort of plan I would like to use during my trip. Sometimes I forget how close our little village in the hills is to Canada. While it may take a long while to drive, a bird or a hiker can get there pretty darn quickly.

Not far from Canada...

Not far from Canada...

9. Mountains on Mountains-Nestled in the woods, this little valley has ginormous mountains in every direction. Steep, rocky, and full of trees- these mountains always feel different than the others I spend my time in.

10. Happy Vibe- A happy buzz goes a long ways! Thanks Methow Valley for filing me up with happy!

Back to Alaska. Back to the snow. Time to put one more focused week of training on Eagle Glacier for the summer. No rest for the weary. 

The Team is in Town!

The past two weeks have been a fun filled, packed, grueling, and amazing two weeks of training with the US Ski Team in Anchorage. It has been a few years since the team has made the long trip all the way up to Alaska, so it was so fun to have them back. There is nothing more exciting than sharing your training grounds with your teammates!

Headed into the green hills on one of our afternoon run's.

Headed into the green hills on one of our afternoon run's.

Warm enough to take a dip in a little alpine lake.

Warm enough to take a dip in a little alpine lake.

Some happy little campers.

Some happy little campers.

Team Sodie keeping it bright and safe on the roads.

Team Sodie keeping it bright and safe on the roads.

It was also the first camp that we have had the whole women's team back together (minus our young C-team additions). With Kikkan having her little boy, and some others being injured, we were missing getting the band back together for a while now. Fortunately, everything worked out, and we got to hammer out a variety of training with each other. This included a lot of rollerskiing, a lot of running, some bounding, weight lifting, and some good old quality relaxation. Miraculously enough, somehow, the weather was absolutely perfect for all two weeks. I must say, I have never applied so much sunscreen over the course of two weeks. Twice a day, every day, we were baking! No complaints though, it was amazing!

My coach, Erik Flora, joining me for my final L4 bounding interval of the workout. Thanks to this incredible coach for pouring his heart and sole into our team! Behind every hard working athlete is an exponentially hard working coach! (Matt Whitcomb…

My coach, Erik Flora, joining me for my final L4 bounding interval of the workout. Thanks to this incredible coach for pouring his heart and sole into our team! Behind every hard working athlete is an exponentially hard working coach! (Matt Whitcomb photo)

Enjoying a sunny final long workout in town before we hit the snow. Steep slopes and selfies don't exactly go well together!

Enjoying a sunny final long workout in town before we hit the snow. Steep slopes and selfies don't exactly go well together!

An amazing team of girl's to work hard with. (Matt Whitcomb photo)

An amazing team of girl's to work hard with. (Matt Whitcomb photo)

One of the many views that makes AK training amazing!

One of the many views that makes AK training amazing!

Sharing some snuggles with baby Brecky, Kikkan's little boy.

Sharing some snuggles with baby Brecky, Kikkan's little boy.

The second week of camp, we headed to Girdwood, and loaded up into helicopters, making our trip up to Eagle Glacier, where I have already done one week of training this year. Right from the start, the sun came out, and never left us alone after that. This meant for a ton of smiles, a little bit of sun poisoning for some people, and a freshly bronzed bunch. But.... one of those things that comes with the heat is the soft snow, of course. So I would argue we had one of the more challenging weeks of skiing up on the glacier. With slushy, deep, and soft snow.... we were forced to work extra hard every kilometer we covered. But, everyone did a good job of pacing the week long camp, and nobody walked away in a million pieces. It was impressive. There was still plenty of energy and smiles even as we finished our final 3 hour workout of the camp!

Checking out the blue ice on the side of the glacier as we were flying in. It is crazy to watch the impact of the climate on this glacier over the past 6 years I have been skiing up here!

Checking out the blue ice on the side of the glacier as we were flying in. It is crazy to watch the impact of the climate on this glacier over the past 6 years I have been skiing up here!

Sun, shorts, and smiles! (Jessie Diggs photo)

Sun, shorts, and smiles! (Jessie Diggs photo)

Taking a break from the ski trail one afternoon on our newly crafted "happy trail". Thanks to the boys for spending many hours creating this little 3 minute running loop.

Taking a break from the ski trail one afternoon on our newly crafted "happy trail". Thanks to the boys for spending many hours creating this little 3 minute running loop.

Enjoying some company on the "happy trail" with our amazing Physical Therapist, Zuzana Rodgers. Thanks for keeping us all happy, healthy, and charging hard!

Enjoying some company on the "happy trail" with our amazing Physical Therapist, Zuzana Rodgers. Thanks for keeping us all happy, healthy, and charging hard!

So awesome to have Kikkan back, and full of momma energy! (Caitlin Patterson photo)

So awesome to have Kikkan back, and full of momma energy! (Caitlin Patterson photo)

Blue buddies on a perfect blue sky day!

Blue buddies on a perfect blue sky day!

Taking a little break to fuel up on liquid.. a trick to stay strong through the week. (Zuzana photo)

Taking a little break to fuel up on liquid.. a trick to stay strong through the week. (Zuzana photo)

Ian Torchia en route to set the world record on the "happy trail". Witnessed and started by Lizard Stephen. (Virginia photo).

Ian Torchia en route to set the world record on the "happy trail". Witnessed and started by Lizard Stephen. (Virginia photo).

This year, our foreign guest was from Italy, Virginia de Martin Topranin. Virginia was awesome to have around, and we enjoyed getting to see some of the differences in each other's training routines. I was impressed with her ability to just jump in fearlessly, and excel in our environment. She even spent the first week without her bags and skiing in Kikkan's gear... always with a smile on her face and full of excitement! She even taught us how to make a famous Italian dish, gnochi, one evening. I did a lot of racing around her last winter, so I am looking forward to next winter when I am a little more familiar with her technique and style, and can comfortably jump in behind her in a mass start as if she was a teammate. 

Virginia, teaching us the ropes of "gnochi" making. Potatoes, flour, eggs... and a little Italian touch.

Virginia, teaching us the ropes of "gnochi" making. Potatoes, flour, eggs... and a little Italian touch.

Rosie, Erik and Ian rescuing us with some 9PM gas station dinner mid 4 hour fire traffic jam on the way home. Just a little 1 mile run down the jammed highway. 

Rosie, Erik and Ian rescuing us with some 9PM gas station dinner mid 4 hour fire traffic jam on the way home. Just a little 1 mile run down the jammed highway. 

After two great weeks of hard training, I have 10 days off before heading back onto the glacier again, so I pointed my bags and momentum south and have headed down to Washington to spend some time with my family. I only get about 10 days a year now at home, so I am looking forward to doing some training in my home stomping grounds as well as spending time with my parents. 

Pointing this momentum south!

Pointing this momentum south!

Family First

As i have grown older, I have started to appreciate many of the things that I never took the time to as a kid. One of those things is my incredible family! Everyone is incredibly supportive, caring, and we all enjoy to do many of the same things.  I have one heck of a crazy travel and training schedule as an athlete, so every small break I get, I often jump at the opportunity to spend some time with my amazing family. 

A rare time, we are all together!

A rare time, we are all together!

Spending the day outside together.

Spending the day outside together.

Checking out the Butte and Knick Glacier.

Checking out the Butte and Knick Glacier.

Bjornsen trio-double means business! You can tell there is a small variation in temperature perception.... I think Jo and I have converted to AK weather. The others... not so much.

Bjornsen trio-double means business! You can tell there is a small variation in temperature perception.... I think Jo and I have converted to AK weather. The others... not so much.

I am also lucky in that my two siblings are some of my best friends, and my biggest supporters. I get to spend the majority of my training and racing around my brother, which seriously helps during homesick times throughout the winter, but I don't get to see my sister nearly as much. I have been harassing Kaley and her husband, Tyler, for years now to come visit during the 4th of July, and this year it finally happened! With the three of us siblings together, and our significant others, we got to explore Alaska as if we were young kids all together again. It was so nice to share our "training playground" with them, and introduce them to the world of "the last frontier".

Erik and Jo taking a trip down the river on paddle boards.

Erik and Jo taking a trip down the river on paddle boards.

I even got the opportunity to drag my sister and her husband up the intimidating Mount Marathon. In my mind, hiking this mountain carries a lot of "pride". Because of the challenge, and the fact that there is a race on it on Independence Day... you just feel like you have accomplished something special when you complete it. Kaley and Tyler were champs though, and made it all the way up the halfway point, which meant coming down the most challenging part!

Yipeee, made it to halfway point!

Yipeee, made it to halfway point!

A little sore, a little tired, but she is still stoked!

A little sore, a little tired, but she is still stoked!

"Hey mom, look what I did"!

"Hey mom, look what I did"!

I am back into the normal swing of training for our US Ski Team Camp here in Anchorage, which just started today. It will be great to get the entire team back together, and share this wonderful Alaskan summer with them. We have our annual "foreign guest" this year, Virginia De Martin Topranin, from Italy. I am looking forward to getting to know her better, and learn more about the Italian way of training. We also have the men and women's team together, which is the first time we have done that in Alaska. The second week, we will be headed up to Eagle Glacier for a week on snow together as well. More fun to come!

Training For Value

Summer is the heart and definition of "work". It is the time that we put all our "money in the bank" for the season ahead, building on previous years. We wake up every morning, work as hard as we can all day, and rest to prepare for the next day. It is an easy time to feel like you are working on a "check list". You accomplish your daily goal, only to set out for another daily goal, another weekly goal, and another monthly goal. We measure our "work" by the amount of hours we are training, and the number of workouts we are finishing. With this continued daily "work list", it becomes easy to fall into the mindless effort to check the workout off the list, and forget about the actual "value" I am working towards.

Running in the mountains, and still finding snow!

Running in the mountains, and still finding snow!

Quite the "scenery" with the mountain biking in AK!

Quite the "scenery" with the mountain biking in AK!

For that reason, I have made one overarching goal for this summer, and it revolves around value. Rather than getting my workout done, to know I accomplished my daily volume goal.. I have used this summer to use every workout to accomplish a skill. I finished last season wanting to improve skills such as classic uphill running, uphill skating, sprint finishing speed, efficiency in high speed double pole, etc. All of these skills can only be accomplished through starting every workout working towards more than an hourly goal. 

Mountain Goat buddies.

Mountain Goat buddies.

Taking some time for some wednesday night yoga in the park.

Taking some time for some wednesday night yoga in the park.

So what does that mean? It means that this summer I have learned to manage both my physical as well as my mental fatigue. On speed workouts when I am so focused on adapting to new technique changes while also going at my 100% speed, as well as staying on my feet to avoid road rash… all of these things leave me exhausted by the end of the workout. This has meant that I have learned the importance of rest a little more than before. I have started to learn what "value" actually means. It means putting myself in a place to show up twice a day with a brain fully switched on, muscles rested, and heart that is ready. 

You better have muscles that are ready to keep up with these mountain goats on the climbs!

You better have muscles that are ready to keep up with these mountain goats on the climbs!

Sometimes being "ready" means switching up usual training in order to keep your muscles balanced. (Classic Visions Photo).

Sometimes being "ready" means switching up usual training in order to keep your muscles balanced. (Classic Visions Photo).

Last week I had a "recovery" week, which means that I got to take a week to slow down mentally and physically, and spend a week to "shut down". I always look forward to these weeks, because I know that if I put in a great push of valuable training, I am rewarded for an entire week. I was lucky to be spoiled with some amazing summer weather during that week, so I was able to have a little "vacation" at home, which has been wonderful.

Pretty stoked I can still find snow so close to town despite the serious "summer weather".

Pretty stoked I can still find snow so close to town despite the serious "summer weather".

Recovery week means you can combine your biking and your fishing in one! Erik and Marine headed for the Russian River on a search for the Salmon! 

Recovery week means you can combine your biking and your fishing in one! Erik and Marine headed for the Russian River on a search for the Salmon! 

Working on my balance when the creek decides the best path is down the trail. 

Working on my balance when the creek decides the best path is down the trail. 

Sometimes that means a tumble... (even on your birthday)

Sometimes that means a tumble... (even on your birthday)

Enjoying some time outdoors with the Delta Constructors employees on our "Peak of the Month" challenge.

Enjoying some time outdoors with the Delta Constructors employees on our "Peak of the Month" challenge.

Poster signing at Yoga in the Park. 

Poster signing at Yoga in the Park. 

Recovery Week activities doing some filming with The Alaska Club. (Classic Visions Photo)

Recovery Week activities doing some filming with The Alaska Club. (Classic Visions Photo)

I am now headed into another block of intense training before I get to take my next "vacation" home to the Methow to visit family! During this block of training, the National Team will be coming up to Alaska for two weeks of training, one in town, one on the glacier, which hasn't happened for a few years, so I am really looking forward to it!

Ready, Set, GO!

It is hard to believe it is June 12, and I am already back at it, training for a new season with new goals, and new aspirations. Last season was the toughest, the longest, and the most racing I have ever done in my life, so it took a little longer to mentally and physically recover from. I managed to burry myself in a "different life" this spring, taking my mind away from being a professional athlete. I finished the second semester of my Masters Degree in Business, I planned a team wide spring fundraiser event, and I spent some time catching up with all the important people in my life that I never have time for when I am training and racing. In the meantime, I managed to fit in some spring adventuring as well. Without Jo around to take me into the backcountry, I was forced to stick to my skinny skis this spring. With a dangerous snow pack this spring in Alaska, it was probably for the better.

One of my few days using gravity to my advantage.

One of my few days using gravity to my advantage.

My spring adventure buddy, Pete Kling.

My spring adventure buddy, Pete Kling.

Back to school with some of my teammates, Rosie Frankowski and David Norris. 

Back to school with some of my teammates, Rosie Frankowski and David Norris. 

Skiing in to one of my friends Yurt in the middle of beautiful "no-where".

Skiing in to one of my friends Yurt in the middle of beautiful "no-where".

Scaled skis and camping gear.....

Scaled skis and camping gear.....

It always seems funny to explain to everyone around me that even though I am a winter athlete, I only get three weeks off during a year. Come May 1, I am already in the swing of things, even hitting the pavement with my rollerskis despite the snow still sitting on the mountains around town. Even I had trouble wrapping my brain around this idea when I came to Alaska and started training as an elite athlete. But, that is how it works. May 1 comes around and I have already formulated my new goals for the season, and started chipping away towards the jumps I will work to make through the training season. I was lucky this spring in that I got to spend the majority of my "start up" training on snow up on Hatchers Pass coupled with dryland training in town. 

Helping direct traffic and bikers for Anchorage Bike to School Day. 

Helping direct traffic and bikers for Anchorage Bike to School Day. 

Shortly after "start-up", I headed down to my "neck of the woods" in Bend, Oregon for our first National Team Camp of the season. We spent twelve days skiing at Mt. Bachelor in the morning combined with dryland training in the afternoon down in town. This has always been one of my favorite training camps because it makes the transfer from "snow training" to "dryland training" really nice. Getting used to running, rollerskiing and biking can be a challenge after spending five months sliding on the soft snow. 

Spring Skiing.... sometimes dirty, but great practice! Thanks Mt. Bachelor for some awesome grooming during our camp!

Spring Skiing.... sometimes dirty, but great practice! Thanks Mt. Bachelor for some awesome grooming during our camp!

Taking a day to adventure off the trails up to Broken Top.

Taking a day to adventure off the trails up to Broken Top.

There is some pretty beautiful scenery around Mt. Bachelor! Pictured here, Rosie headed up the mountain.

There is some pretty beautiful scenery around Mt. Bachelor! Pictured here, Rosie headed up the mountain.

Taking a break on top to take it all in! I love the west!

Taking a break on top to take it all in! I love the west!

Back with the Team!

Back with the Team!

I especially enjoyed this years camp, because we had some new young ones that just got named to the US Ski Team. Not only is it new blood, and new energy in the group, but these guys are awesome. They have so much excitement, and are training really well as juniors, which makes me excited to see the change in US Skiing! Not only that, it forces us to step up, and be the leaders, even though it can sometimes feel like we are still the "young ones". It has already been five years since I was part of the "rookie group"!

Enjoying some kilometers with our "rookie", Hannah Halvorsen. 

Enjoying some kilometers with our "rookie", Hannah Halvorsen. 

Fast and Female with some of our new young PNSA stars! So fun to see these girls having fun and doing well! I miss these young days of Pacific Northwest training and racing. 

Fast and Female with some of our new young PNSA stars! So fun to see these girls having fun and doing well! I miss these young days of Pacific Northwest training and racing. 

Passing on some stories, setbacks and lessons I have learned as an elite athlete.

Passing on some stories, setbacks and lessons I have learned as an elite athlete.

Shortly after Bend Camp, I had a quick week in town to unpack, re-pack and gather my life before heading up onto Eagle Glacier for my first glacier camp of the summer. One of the perks of living in Alaska is the easy access to "skiing". Every month of the summer we spend three weeks running, rollerskiing and biking, and then we drive 45 minutes to Girdwood, jump on a ten minute helicopter ride, and arrive in winter for the last week of the month. This allows us to never get too far from our "skiing technique", but also allows us to do a huge week of training every month in the true sport we are competing in. Every summer I do my first week on the Glacier, I am reminded how lucky I am to live in Alaska and have something like this available to me! 

Back in AK, hiking the beaches with Jo. 

Back in AK, hiking the beaches with Jo. 

Amazing scenery! Glaciers, rivers, mountains... all the above!

Amazing scenery! Glaciers, rivers, mountains... all the above!

Celebrating 30 years of Jo.

Celebrating 30 years of Jo.

Practicing for my next career, in Biathlon.

Practicing for my next career, in Biathlon.

I have just arrived home from our first week on Eagle Glacier, and I am pretty excited to get a little "home" time. Even though I am back in the US for the training season, there is not a whole lot of "home". I am constantly zipping in and out, packing and repacking, cramming in life around our training and traveling schedule. I am pretty excited to get a good three weeks in town now, doing some consistent dryland training, and sleeping in my own bed. 

Erik, pretty excited as we head up in our "mountain taxi". Thanks to Alpine Air, we always get delivered and picked up safely to our little "heaven" up in the mountains!

Erik, pretty excited as we head up in our "mountain taxi". Thanks to Alpine Air, we always get delivered and picked up safely to our little "heaven" up in the mountains!

I have been struggling with some angry bone spurs, but luckily I was saved by one of the boys on our team who had an extra big boot for me to wear for the week! Thanks Jack Novak! Sometimes you have to get creative in order to make the training work…

I have been struggling with some angry bone spurs, but luckily I was saved by one of the boys on our team who had an extra big boot for me to wear for the week! Thanks Jack Novak! Sometimes you have to get creative in order to make the training work..!

One of those perfect sunny days where the training can't get any better! Eric Packer photo.

One of those perfect sunny days where the training can't get any better! Eric Packer photo.

Our young APU rookie, Anna Darnell, doing some amazing training this week!

Our young APU rookie, Anna Darnell, doing some amazing training this week!

I am pretty lucky to have an team of woman to train with! It makes the kilometers and hours so much more fun!

I am pretty lucky to have an team of woman to train with! It makes the kilometers and hours so much more fun!

Thanks to everyone for all the cheers this past season, and all the encouragement! I have just transferred over to my new website, and am back on the regular blogging schedule. Check back in every few weeks this summer to follow along.

Is this summer goal possible? Follow along to see....

Is this summer goal possible? Follow along to see....

Tour de Tough Stuff

I am finally able to start functioning and using my brain again after the challenging finish to our 2015-2016 season. The fourth period of this season, the World Cup field finally came to our side of the ocean and competed in eight days of racing over twelve days spanning from eastern Canada to western Canada. Starting on March 1st, we pushed our bodies more than ever before! 

Flyingpoint Photo 
First time to ever wear bib #1. Reese Brown/SIA Nordic photo.
Canada made quite the showcase of events throughout the tour! Ranging from racing in the city, racing beside the St. Lawrence River, racing through city parks, racing in front of parliament buildings, and then finishing by racing on what I consider to be the hardest courses in the world, in Canmore, Alberta. 

The Tours daily events included:
Day 1- Skate city sprint in Gateneau, jump in the bus and travel to Montreal.
Day 2- Montreal distance classic race in the city park, jump in the bus and travel to Quebec City.
The start in Montreal. Reese Brown photo/SIA Nordic

Day 3- Day off, check out Quebec City courses.
Day 4- Skate sprint in Quebec City throughout the Plains of Abraham and in front of the Parliament Building.
Day 5- Distance skate race throughout the Plains of Abraham. Jump in bus and travel to Montreal for early flight to Calgary.
Day 6- Flight to Calgary and drive up to Canmore.
Day 7- Check out Canmore courses.
Day 8- Canmore classic sprint race.
Day 9- Canmore skiathlon distance race. 
Day 10- Day off… try to spend as much time in bed as possible to recover for final push!
Day 11- Canmore distance skate race.
Day 12- Canmore distance classic race.
Day 13- ….. HIT THE WALL!

Thanks to JP for working so hard the whole year, and this whole tour- and most importantly, always showing up with a smile! (Reese Brown photo).
As you can see from this schedule, there was a whole lot of pushing your body, a whole lot of travel, and not very many opportunities for recovering. Thank god for ice baths and our wonderful PT's and massage therapists on tour, Ana, Steph and Meg!

Wax Room "wild". Thanks to this awesome huge team of waxers!
 I have always loved the tour format of racing, in fact it is my favorite kind! When you have so many races in a row, you have endless opportunities to improve on the day before. Whether you are disappointed, or excited; you put all emotions in your pocket and prepare for the next day. Much like the toughest weeks of training in the summer, you fool your brain into feeling no pain and decide that feeling exhausted is the new "good" 
feeling!
Reese Brown/SIA Nordic photo.
Having completed my first Tour de Ski this winter, I thought I was going into the Tour de Canada fully prepared. Little did I know how much of a difference it was going to make to be at the end of the season, and already be in an exhausted place going into it. For that reason, I had to be more "mentally tough" than ever before! I am going to share a few of the "mental battles" I experienced throughout these twelve days, just to give a little feel for this "Canadian Tour de Tough Stuff"

1. Weather- The first part of the tour in the east threw us some incredibly cold conditions with even colder wind blowing off the river. Having sent most of my long underwear home after not using it all winter… we weren't' particularly prepared for this. In Montreal, I froze my legs to the point that I wasn't able to get them to work at the end of the race… a lesson learned the hard way. On the other hand, conditions were unbelievably warm in Canmore! My bikini would have been more useful than my race suit!

Keeping warm on a freezing cold Quebec day. 
Quebec City Sprint on a cold day! (USSA photo)
2. Traveling- Each new stop on the tour had an interesting travel linking it. Whether that meant patiently waiting on a bus that doesn't leave on time, or eating bagged lunches, or checking in 300 people in the airport, each with three pieces of luggage in order to head west… it was always a scene, and required patience! The important thing to remember was that we were all in the "same boat", therefore, relaxing was the best thing you could do.

3. Illness- Staying healthy during tours can often be the biggest battle. Racing day after day, and traveling in between weakens your body. I have had the best success so far by thinking about "fueling". That means eating and drinking more than enough. By day six of the tour, you can sometimes feel hungry all hours of the day. My favorite trick is to always have "night snack" before going to bed. A bowl of cereal, some toast, muffins, etc. Anything to give you a little extra so you don't wake up starving the next morning!

4. Mental Stamina- more so than the Tour de Ski, this tour required mental stamina. Everyone's muscles and bodies were exhausted by day four! It has been a long season of racing hard, so we were all feeling it. The final four days of this tour required true mental stamina. In my mind, it wasn't about the muscles anymore…. but about how willing you were to convince your brain you could keep pushing!
 
battle zone post stage 8... thats what it looks like to give it your all! (Jessie Diggins photo)
Jessie rescuing me after giving it my all for the day! (Flyingpoint photo).
5. Studying- Getting my school work done was a particular challenge during this tour. With so much "focus" on the course, and travel in between…. I just wanted to be able to turn my brain and focus off when I came back to my room to rest. I had to have some serious motivation these past twelve days to keep pushing on with studying during my few breaks from skiing. In a way, I feel like I did a Tour de School as well!

6. Rest and Recovery- resting and recovering in a way gets harder by the day. As your body learns that you are on "go", it can sometimes forgets to turn off. The last few nights of these tour events, I often stop sleeping at night. I feel like I am constantly wired with coffee or energy… because I am working so hard to stay in "fight mode." That is why taking advantage of the rest and recovery early seems to pay off by the end!

Steph and Ana working on us before sprint heats.
7. Course Profile- Many of the course profiles were a bit different than what we are familiar with racing in Europe. Super long sprint races combined with super challenging and high altitude courses in Canmore threw us all for an "exhausted loop". By the time racers were hitting the finals in the sprint races, it was resembling the finish of a 15k race!
A challenging course and a challenging day in Montreal! (Reese Brown/SIA photo).
Sprinting on the worlds hardest classic sprint course. USSA photo.
8. Selfish Sadie- That's what I have to call myself during these tour events. With such a "battle", you have to look out for yourself. When you feel tired, you need to rest (despite feeling bad about it). When you feel hungry, you need to find food. In an odd way, you turn into a machine… where you truly listen to yourself. Unfortunately this sometimes leaves you feeling bad for being anti-social, and glued to your bed!

Just making it to the finish line was one of my greatest achievements so far in this sport. Two tours in one season, a full world cup season, and fighting for every last race…. it was a big battle! I wasn't particularly thrilled with my last race of the tour, but there wasn't a second that I gave up in my brain, and as I lay on the ground for possibly five minutes trying to catch my breath, I was proud! I may have missed the top 10 by five seconds- but I gave it my all! There will always be things you can't control on a certain day, and there will be some "boo-boo's",  but I am proud that I fought full force and made it to the finish!

One of my favorite moments from the tour was racing 10k behind Kalla and trying to learn how to skate like the best. (Reese Brown photo).
With that, I am excited to have finished my first full World Cup Season ranked 14th overall, 14th on the overall distance standings, and 14th on the overall sprint standings. It was a goal of mine to become a more consistent racer, able to fight for a podium any given day. Although I may not have gotten that individual podium yet, I made the consistency step, and I am ready to come back next year prepared to fight for some podiums! In the meantime, number 14 may just be my lucky number for the next eight months!

Thanks to everyone who made this season possible and so wonderful for me! My sponsors, my team, my coaches, my wax tech, my family, and all my wonderful friends sending cheers all winter! You have helped make it an incredible winter!
One of my favorite text messages from Pete after I won the qualifier in Quebec.
I am now on a plane, headed for Vermont to complete the last four Spring Nationals races of the season. This will be a 10k skate, Classic Sprint, Team Relay, and a 30k Classic.

The Casts and Swells of Ski Racing

I just finished a book about lighthouses, storms and ocean waves… so it is hard to not think about the reference when I look back on this last period of racing and think about the casts and swells of waves. These past three weeks I have been on a "Scandinavian Tour." Following a little training period in France three weeks ago, I started my final push of racing in Europe for the season. With lots of travel, lots of racing, and not a whole lot of rest… this was one of the more challenging periods. 
Enjoying the amazing Holmenkollen scene!
Taking some time to get to know some amazing people fighting against the cancer battle.
Jessie and I living out of the sauna... dreaming of my closet at home :)
This season has been longer and more intense than in the past. Having completed my first Tour de Ski, and starting all but four World Cup races this season, I have had to keep my brain "focused to fight" far more than ever before. It is incredible the amount of focus that it takes to race 40 times in four months… and be at your absolute, absolute best! Inevitably, things are going to swing a little bit. I realized pretty quickly this past period that letting your brain sleep for just one second throws you off track pretty quickly. 

Doing some ski testing in Stockholm with my amazing and silly tech, JP. (Erik B photo)
Always a crazy transition to be sprinting on snow in the middle of the streets! Stockholm was a really neat experience!

Back in school means back to the life of going straight from the trail to studying!
With a variety of challenges faced including challenging snow, challenging conditions, challenging skis, and challenging courses- I have had a huge sway and cast of belief in these past three weeks. In the course of three days I can go from feeling on top of the world to missing out on qualifying on a sprint course that would generally be one of my greatest strengths. The second your train goes "off track", it is hard to believe how easy it is to continue on the path of destruction. Your confidence becomes rattled, your belief gets punched in the face, and you start to question everything. With some ups and downs in my racing these past three weeks, it has been so fun to learn how to "ride the casts and swells"... and keep my train going in my own direction. Sometimes I feel like I am learning a new lesson every day on this journey! 


As an athlete, you are judged on your "success" on the daily. You either perform, or you don't. What went wrong and what went right never shows up on a result sheet… and frankly doesn't really matter at the end of the day. Maybe your closest followers will watch a video and see you crashed during a sprint. Or maybe your wax tech will know that your skis weren't perfect that day. And maybe your coach will see that that extra set of intervals that week took the little edge off of you… but the result sheet doesn't show that. Therefore, as an athlete you have to get darn good at finding your own silver lining. You have to absorb the emotions of not only yourself, but all the others around you. As part of a team, some of your teammates are going to be standing on the podium weekend after weekend… some are going to be scoring their very first World Cup points, and some are going to be disappointed beyond belief. Through all these emotions, expectations, pressure, and feelings…. you have to sort out your own path. To me, this has meant finding my sliver lining.

A fun little reminder (Jennie Bender inspired).
Soph and I lost a bowling bet... so we had to wear our racing attire to dinner one night.
So, I am going for it! I am on a plane right now, headed back to the states. With a short five day break in Vermont at one of my friends house, I am going to rest my brain and body a bit and come back for redemption for this Tour de Canada. With eight races in eleven days spanning from Quebec, all the way over to Canmore, Alberta… it is going to take an enormous amount of energy and focus! I couldn't be more excited to have some World Cup racing on our side of the ocean, and to be able to share this unique and amazing experience with friends and family. 

Packing my bag to head back to North America
A lot of luggage, a lot of skis, and a lot of waxing equipment means an expensive trip back overseas!
Here is the schedule of races for anyone that wants to follow. There should be the usual broadcasting on Universal Sports as well as on www.crosscountryski.us

March 1- Gatineau Skate Sprint
March 2- Montreal 13k Classic Mass Start
March 4- Quebec City Skate Sprint
March 5- Quebec City 10K Pursuit Start Skate
March 8- Canmore Classic Sprint
March 9- Canmore 15k Skiathlon
March 11- Canmore 10k Skate
March 12- Canmore 10k Classic Pursuit Start

Let's get this Canadian Tour party started! Welcome to North America World Cup racers!

Resting and Recovering

I think of the TDS as the halfway point. It is the big "mountain in the middle", where you build a lot leading into it, and then you build a lot leading out of it. In order to keep things going strong though, there is a certain amount of rest and recovery that has to happen after eight races in ten days with a lot of travel in between. 

This year my rest and recovery sort of came in two parts. Directly following the Tour de Ski, I headed to Sieser Alm for ten days of high altitude recovery. Following the tour, I picked up a small cold that seemed to hang on for much too long, so I was doing more than my fair share of resting and recovering. In a time when some may find it stressful to miss training, I was taking advantage of the extra rest that I realized my body must have been asking for.

Sun and sleds for Liz's birthday.
Jessie and I resting, in the form of dancing under the sun.
Seiser Alm treats us really well with some delicious food!
Some amazing crust cruising!
I was lucky in that Jo got to take some time off of work and come and visit for a few days. He encouraged me to not only take the physical rest, but also take the mental rest and throw on some "fatter skis" and use gravity to my advantage. On one of those PERFECT Italian sunny days, we skied the Sela Ronda Tour, a big 30+ kilometer tour around a big beautiful chunk of rocks. It starts in Val Gardena, one of the many alpine downhill World Cup stops- and then circles around from there.

Keeping up with Jo on my nordic skis
A funny little bar mid-tour.
Sela Ronda
The big rocks we were circling around.
Believe it or not, this guy is a pretty good nordic skier!

After the 10 days of heaven, I jumped back on the World Cup Tour and headed for Nove Mesto, Czech Republic. Having done not very much training, and no intensity at all, I was feeling a little "intimidated" jumping into the World Cups in Nove Mesto. On saturday, I gathered my head and my mind back together and put together my best ever 10k skate race! It was a good reminder that things don't always need to go perfectly. Often when your body is shutting down, it is in fact smarter than you think…. and it must need the rest!

So fun to have Chelsea on the road with us- here she is on her birthday.
Rosie and I enjoying a little sun before the big snowstorm arrived.
A perfect Czech sunset!
The following day only continued in excitement. I think it is safe to say relay days are many of my teammates favorite races. Unfortunately, we were missing our 8th woman, so we were only able to start one of our relays. With a new team that we hadn't tried yet, Sophie Caldwell lead the race out. She did an incredible job, and proved to the world, and herself, she is not just a sprint racer. From there, things continued in a perfect direction, and we managed to finish second, our best ever relay finish ever! As Jessie crossed the line, we celebrated in our new achievement, but also celebrated in our new belief. Every weekend our team learns to "believe in ourselves" more, and take more chances! The spirit is high, the excitement is high, and the belief is extremely high! Not only are we having tons of fun, but we have learned to push ourselves and not fear chasing those Norwegians. As I watched our boys fight up until the final climb for a medal themselves in the relay, I got goosebumps! I am so excited and lucky to be part of this team we are building now!

Second Place! Nordic Focus photo
Striding and gliding! Nordic Focus photo
Stoked on smiles!! Nordic Focus photo.
From the Czech weekend of World Cup's, I jumped back on the plane and headed for France, my final "training break" of the season. Jo got to take another week off of work, so we headed to a new place, Les Saisies, France. I had never skied here before, and I have only heard wonderful things, so I decided to check it out. We had an amazing week of training and preparing for the final push of the season. Somehow we were lucky enough to have sunshine almost the entire time, which made for some perfect tracks, and amazing views. Les Saisies is just beside Mont Blanc… so the scenery was almost distracting sometimes. I finished the week feeling fully rested, recovered and ready to rally this final period of European racing. It is hard to believe in only three weeks, I will be jumping on a plane back to the US to prepare for the final Tour de Canada!

Good morning Mont Blanc!
Some beautiful tracks.
Jo enjoying some "ski in- ski out" from our cabin.
The Pierra Menta during one of our backcountry adventures.
Some beautiful terrain!

Jo, teaching his little "hot potato" to ski.
Mandy, Robin, and Uncle Jo :)

Dear France. Thank you for bringing winter! Yours truly.
Until then, I am jumping on the airplane, enroute to Oslo, for some of my favorite races of the year! Drammen and Holmenkollen, here we come!