Find Your Inspiration

Inspiration is defined as “the process of being mentally stimulated to do or feel something”. In sports, we often find inspiration in amazing performances, successful accomplishments, aim at a big goal, a teammate’s breakthrough, or something else. I have always found inspiration easily, as I have been surrounded by amazing teammates doing amazing things. At the completion of this past Olympic quadrennial, I found myself searching for inspiration. Having completed my best ever season, ranked sixth in the world, and four individual podiums, I would have expected that was enough to get me super inspired this spring.

Since being a young kid, I have always been one to be terrified of change. I like when things work as planned, as scheduled, and as expected. I got my undergrad degree in accounting, because I love knowing a process. Numbers should add up, and a job should be done. Once I find a routine that works, I don't love to change it. These past four years, I have done an exceptional job of “doing last year”, but a bit better. I have been living in Anchorage, going to school, surrounded by amazing teammates, and chipping away at my plan. Each year I add one more layer of challenge, skill and strength, and I have accomplished new and improved levels!

At the start of this new training season, lots of change took place with the National Team. Four of my amazing teammates retired, one of my best and closest training buddies didn't get renamed to the team, and a slew of new young boys and girls got named. There was also a change in coaching roles, with the previous "women's coach", Matt Whitcomb, changing to "world cup coach", meaning he will now be coaching both the men's and women's team. In addition, for the first time ever, I didn't have an "end goal", not really knowing where I wanted to aim with my ski racing. Do I go to the next Olympics, or do I take one year at a time? All this unknown, and change kind of left me searching for inspiration to get the new training season going.

 A new face within this team!

A new face within this team!

These past two weeks I have been down in Bend, Oregon for our annual National Team "spring camp". This is a camp where we spend the mornings on skis up at Mt. Bachelor, and the afternoons doing any sort of dry land activity we see fit. Running, biking, swimming, roller skiing, hiking, surfing the river wave, skipping through the woods taking selfless… whatever you want! In the days leading into this camp, I almost feared the "change", not really knowing what to expect. From the minute I stepped foot in Bend, I was pleasantly surprised with my immediate shift in feelings.

 Working on my following. (Bryan Fish photo)

Working on my following. (Bryan Fish photo)

 Learning from behind. (Bryan Fish photo)

Learning from behind. (Bryan Fish photo)

I found myself questioning why have I always been so afraid of change? Change means something new, something different, and something refreshing. Surrounded by a slew of new young athletes, and a collection of extremely successful veterans, I felt overwhelmed by the buzz of excitement. In a ball full of anticipation, experience, and enthusiasm, the group vibe took off! With a new group comes new roles, and new experiences. I found myself unbelievably inspired by the young athletes of our team with no fear! Suddenly I felt totally charged, and excited to take on this new quadrennial. While the past one may have been a little more "planned", I am so excited to take on this new one with less of a plan, and more spontaneous energy! That is not to say I don't have goals and aspirations. Those still exist, but for the first time, I am heading into this next step in my career with my mind wide open, and I am totally inspired by that. We are all inspired by different things, and sometimes strange things. What I have found is that surrounding myself in a collection of exceptionally strong individuals has often led to dreaming bigger and faster! Thank god for teams and teammates. 

 Enjoying the hard work!

Enjoying the hard work!

 Sharing some time with the Pacific Northwest's next generation of stars.

Sharing some time with the Pacific Northwest's next generation of stars.

What I have realized this spring is sometimes it takes stepping backwards, and looking from a new angle to find your inspiration. I can't wait to see what this new group is going to accomplish together in our new roles and new places. I can already see these young new members of our team are fearless in every way, which is going to challenge the older generation to do things bigger and better! The United States has already become a force to be reckoned with, but what is next? It is time to keep working hard, and find out!

 The young guns giving us a run for our money! (Bryan Fish photo)

The young guns giving us a run for our money! (Bryan Fish photo)

A massive thank you to Mt. Bachelor and the Bend community for an amazing camp! While the snow was scarce, we were still able to do some amazing training these past two weeks! 

 Spring skiing turning to summer skiing. 

Spring skiing turning to summer skiing. 

 Getting back into the speed of things. (Bryan Fish photo)

Getting back into the speed of things. (Bryan Fish photo)

I am now back in Alaska for a week of dry land training before heading up for our first week of glacier training on Eagle Glacier. Speaking of change, we have some new members at APU, which will also provide a fun new change to summer training!

 Thank you Mt. Bachelor for bringing out our smiles for the start of this training season!

Thank you Mt. Bachelor for bringing out our smiles for the start of this training season!

And that is a Wrap!

In February, I wrote a blog post about holding on tight to life, because it was flying by at an unbelievably high speed, with an overwhelming amount of excitement. One quality of being extremely goal oriented is that you forget to take the time to "experience the achievements" before you are setting the next goal. I reminded myself of this in February, just before the Olympics Games, and I was forced to remind myself once again these last few weeks. "Sadie, don't forget to celebrate what you have achieved!"

My final month of racing this past season was fast, furious, and a dream come true. After dealing with some disappointment on the "big stage" during the Olympics, I think it was an understatement to say, "I was on a mission" in the final period of the season. Rather than being dragged down by the disappointment, I forced myself to conquer the frustration, and regather for the final three weeks of opportunities. In those three weeks, I crawled out of my little defeated pit, and I had some of my best races of my career. In the final kilometers of the season, I dug deep in my head, and used every last bit of fearless energy I had left. As I crossed the line in third, and walked up on that podium, I looked out to the crowd and breathed in that entire experience in! Rather than just being a step in my path, I allowed it to be a victory on my path!

 Celebrating a podium in my final race. (Mathias Eriksson photo)

Celebrating a podium in my final race. (Mathias Eriksson photo)

 The only two skate podiums I have ever been on are both with Jessie... seems she is my lucky charm! (Mathias Eriksson photo)

The only two skate podiums I have ever been on are both with Jessie... seems she is my lucky charm! (Mathias Eriksson photo)

 Attempting to throw my flowers to my fiance out in the crowd... not the best aim..! (Mathias Eriksson photo)

Attempting to throw my flowers to my fiance out in the crowd... not the best aim..! (Mathias Eriksson photo)

Your brain and body are only as strong as you see possible. As every mother would say, "If you believe it, you can achieve it"… that is something I have learned is completely true for me. This season, for the first time, I started truly believing, which has allowed me to start achieving! I raced thirty five races throughout the course of this season, spanning across four and a half months, and accumulating 325 kilometers. That is thirty five times of standing on the start line, and digging to the deepest canals within your brain to see just how hard you are willing to fight. If there is only an inkling of doubt, it amounts to those precious few seconds that can separate you from podium to twelfth place. Staying fresh and "hungry" for that fight is one of the hardest parts of what I am doing right now. For that reason, my podium in the last World Cup race of the season is one of the moments I am most proud of in my career. Operating on my final fumes, I was able to muster up just enough fight and belief to power myself across the final stretch going head to head with Olympic Gold medalists, and secure my fourth podium of the season. It was a fun way to end, and a great memory to power some new goals and beliefs this coming season!

Following the final World Cup races of the season, I jumped on a plane, and made my final stop for Spring Nationals in Craftsbury, Vermont. I have always loved racing Spring Nationals, because in a way, it is a victory lap. While I am still racing my heart out, and digging to deep levels, it is the icing on the cake of a season. For four races, I get to suit up in my Alaska Pacific University club suit, join in with my club teammates, and enjoy the last races of the season, with no pressure or fear. Even though we keep the pedal down hard, I get to share the love of racing with some of the younger skiers in our country, and compete in the club relay, representing the team that has truly trained me to the place I am now. 

 Celebrating a season with these wonderful APU teammates of mine! (Reese Brown photo)

Celebrating a season with these wonderful APU teammates of mine! (Reese Brown photo)

 Sad to see a couple of these wonderful women leave, but feeling pretty lucky I got to share so many special years with them! (Reese Brown photo).

Sad to see a couple of these wonderful women leave, but feeling pretty lucky I got to share so many special years with them! (Reese Brown photo).

 Getting a chance to visit our head coach, Matt Whitcomb's cabin, at Burke Mountain. 

Getting a chance to visit our head coach, Matt Whitcomb's cabin, at Burke Mountain. 

After finishing the final race of the season, a grueling 30-kilometer classic, my mind immediately went into that mode of "ok, what can I improve". I found myself setting all these new goals, analyzing my "goods" and "bads", and getting back to work. Thankfully, I caught myself. For the past few years, I have started rewarding myself with a "spring break" every April. For me, this is a bit of a carrot after a long season of hard work and effort. I have always thought of it as a good way to force recover my muscles. What I realized this year is that I needed it for more reasons than that. For whatever reason, this season was more mentally taxing than ever before- maybe that comes with higher highs, which make lows feel lower. So, this year I decided I was going on vacation for my brain!

 Just enough time at home to visit my good friend, Holly Brooks, and her adorable twins, Brooks and Ruby.

Just enough time at home to visit my good friend, Holly Brooks, and her adorable twins, Brooks and Ruby.

 Thank you Anchorage for a fun welcome home party!!

Thank you Anchorage for a fun welcome home party!!

After being home for a short nine days, I repacked my bags and headed south. My first stop was in Seattle, where I got a chance to visit all the Saltchuk operating companies, and share stories and inspiration with the employees. Saltchuk has been my headgear sponsor for the past four years, and it has been unbelievably fun and rewarding to represent them on and off the ski courses. They have truly gotten behind my dreams, and provided the support that has allowed these dreams to turn into achievable goals. I want to give an enormous thank you to the Saltchuk Family for believing in me!

 Sharing stories. (Tonya Lunke photo)

Sharing stories. (Tonya Lunke photo)

 Signing posters for some kids at the Tacoma Boys & Girls Club. (Tonya Lunke photo)

Signing posters for some kids at the Tacoma Boys & Girls Club. (Tonya Lunke photo)

My next step was getting to spend some time with family, whom has also been a huge part of this journey. Unfortunately, part of my job is that I never get to spend quite enough time with loved ones, but they keep loving me despite that, and supporting me along the way.  As I laughed, celebrated, and cherished my moments with my family, I took in every breath of love, and recharged my "brain bank". This is the energy that keeps me going, fighting, and digging throughout eleven months of the season towards these exciting, and amazing goals of mine.

 Enjoying every second of this giggly little nephew of mine!

Enjoying every second of this giggly little nephew of mine!

 Kaley and Carters first ever backcountry ski!

Kaley and Carters first ever backcountry ski!

 WIndow reflection family photo.

WIndow reflection family photo.

 Jo and I are now official godparents of Carter!

Jo and I are now official godparents of Carter!

 Making the most of some adventure time at home. 

Making the most of some adventure time at home. 

As I arrived home to the Methow Valley, I was greeted by a wonderful welcome home parade, which allowed me to celebrate this Olympic season with the community I grew up in. These are the people that watched me start dreaming, supported these dreams, and have encouraged me since. As I was riding through town in a horse carriage, waving to the wonderful people of my community, I felt so much love, support, and pride. The Methow is my family, and the wonderful people there have helped raise me!

 Thank you Rita Kenny, and the whole Methow Valley for making me feel so special and supported!

Thank you Rita Kenny, and the whole Methow Valley for making me feel so special and supported!

 My little escort into Winthrop. 

My little escort into Winthrop. 

My final stop of "brain vacation" was in Zion, Utah. Having never been adventuring in the desert before, Noah Hoffman finally convinced me to come join him for a couple days. It turns out the desert is everything you would dream of and more. Noah did an awesome job of "tour guiding" Jo and I around to some pretty incredible adventures, camping spots, and views. Noah retired this spring, along with some of my other teammates, which will be quite the adjustment for our team. I am not looking forward to some of our integral leaders and teammates to be gone, but am also excited for the challenge of stepping up and trying to fill their shoes. We have a pretty strong new generation knocking at the door, so we better keep this train on the track! 

 A giant playground!

A giant playground!

 Best hotel around!

Best hotel around!

 A variety of techniques... who did it better...? (Noah Hoffman photo)

A variety of techniques... who did it better...? (Noah Hoffman photo)

 Venturing down the black hole! (Noah Hoffman photo)

Venturing down the black hole! (Noah Hoffman photo)

 Dream Team, ready to take on the cold water at the bottom!

Dream Team, ready to take on the cold water at the bottom!

I am now back in Alaska, and back to another year of chipping away towards new levels and new steps in this sport. While I had to put a hold on refocusing, I have now allowed myself to open the door again, and I can't wait to work towards some improvements, and see what I can accomplish next season! 

Before I flip to the next page though, I want to make sure I get a chance to thank everyone for sharing this year with me! I have felt so much love and support throughout the summer training months, and the winter of racing. Whether it was an email of encouragement, a voice along the course, a sponsorship to help make it possible, or a hug of support, you have all made this journey beautiful and attainable! Thanks for being a part of my larger family in this incredible world. And now, it is time to flip the page, and see what kind of new levels I can reach! 

 Until next time... 

Until next time... 

Dare to Dream?

It was a dream of mine to be an Olympian since the day I understood what it meant. I remember watching on the TV as all the athletes walked into the Opening Ceremonies, and wanting to be there! It is funny to think back and wonder, "what was the draw?" Why is the idea of being an "Olympian" so intriguing for a child? For me, I think it comes down to the fact that since I was very young, I have always wanted to be the best. I did not know what that meant, however I did know that I always wanted to make it to the top of the hill the fastest, and I wanted to have the highest score on my test. I have been addicted to challenge since the minute I discovered it. 

As a kid, I watched the Olympics on the TV, and quickly fell in love with the top athletes. They were beautiful, strong, happy, and clearly not afraid of anything in the world. I remember thinking that I wanted to be just like them. As I stared at the TV, I knew almost nothing about these athletes, but they were my heroes. When I showed up in South Korea, for my second Olympics, and a dream of chasing some medals, I tried to channel that inner hero in me. I tried to remember that believing in my beautiful, strong, happy and fearless self was the best way to reach my goals. There are so many emotions, feelings, and thoughts that come racing through your head when you first show up to a big event like the Olympics. Right from the start, it was clear this Olympics was going to test my inner strength. As we arrived, temperatures dropped below zero degrees Fahrenheit, and the wind nearly blew us to the ground. The snow was incredibly different than any snow I had ever skied on, and it required a new set of tools and techniques to conquer it. We were on a golf course without a tree around, and it sometimes felt like I was out skiing on the moon. All these new "things" made me realize that this Olympics was going to require some patience and adaptability.

The Olympics are always a strange time for an athlete, because once every four years you are on a stage. Suddenly the world signs on, and watches you with so much excitement and belief. In a way this Olympic moment resembles one second in a 30 minute video. Pretend you are watching a ten kilometer race video, and you stop that video at exactly 12 minutes and 43 seconds into the film. At that very moment the still shot is a representation of the Olympics. It is every athletes dream to have that still shot be the best in the world, the best moment of your life, the best ever! This is what we spend four years of our life, 365 days of the year, 24 hours of the day focusing on. This one still shot that we are giving everything for. Good or bad, it is the one second clip that is going to decide what will happen.

So how do you deal with that as an athlete? How do you deal with the pressure of wanting to have your best ever during the golden moment? For me, it means controlling what I can. What I can control are things such as: my effort on race day, nutrition, sleep, mental state, ski testing, my schedule, my connection with my teammates, my preparation, my nerves, etc. And then I have to recognize the things I can't control. These may be: how other competitors are feeling, the wax under my ski, the profile of the course, whether I get named to a team or an event, staying healthy, the type of snow that falls, the way the corners are banked, my start position, the wind, the time of day I am racing, and most importantly… my number at the end of the day. My goal from the start was to nail my controllable's, and forgive the uncontrollable's. Right from the beginning, I had to put this mantra to the test. My very first event of the Games was the event I individually was looking forward to the most. It was a classic sprint, an event I have had some success with during this season. In addition, the profile of the sprint course was a course I couldn't have dreamed up better for myself. I showed up race day ready to fight, I had put all fear aside, and did my very best. When I got knocked out in the quarterfinals, instead of being defeated by the disappointment, I felt good about the fact that I had done my very best at the things I could control. There were some things out there that didn't go perfectly, that I really needed, but it was out of my control… therefore, I had to swallow the disappointment, and move on. The following event, I had a similar experience, and found myself feeling disappointment in yet another less than my best day in the 10k skate. 

Keeping my head up, I went into the 4x5km relay with so much motivation, belief, and trust in our team. I felt like we had arrived on the big stage in a place to truly fight. I didn't have an ounce of fear in my body, but an enormous amount of belief. I think the 24 hours before this relay will be one of my greatest memories in my athletic career. To show up on the start line, and believe with every cell in your body that you are capable of something… and then share that feeling with a team, is overpowering. To fight with literally the best in the world, and know you belong is one of the neatest emotions I have ever felt. The flow of the race didn't go exactly as planned, but once again, every single girl on that team did the absolute best that we could in the given situation, and for that I was darn proud! 

Then my next hurdle came. I had been dreaming of being on the team sprint team for the past year. The combination of speed and endurance that is required for this event makes it by far one of my favorite races! With only two people participating in the event, it is a tough team to choose. Unfortunately, I wasn't selected for the team. Initially this was crushing, heartbreaking, and defeating. But as I had told myself from the start, at the end of the day, you have to ask yourself "Did you do everything you could"? And I had, and I was proud to say it. I had as much belief in Kikkan as I did in myself, so I knew that the outcome would be great. And sure enough, when the day came, the outcome was far more than great! Jessie and Kikkan both skied "out of this world", and climbed their way up to the top step to win a gold medal! The first ever medal won by a US woman in our sport! I was overcome with excitement, love, and respect, and couldn't be more proud of them. A small piece deep inside my heart crumbled at the same time, knowing that I had missed such an amazing opportunity. 

My final race of the Games was the longest, and biggest wild card for me. I have had both amazing, as well as very tough 30 kilometer races in my career. I tried to channel all the frustrations, excitement, belief, encouragement and energy into this final opportunity at the Olympics. I went out on a fearless mission, but again didn't quite reach my expectation. I fought with my skis for 30 kilometers, and finally crossed the line feeling bummed to the core. After 47 kilometers of Olympic racing, I felt like I had little to show for the step I had made in my ski racing.

Since leaving Korea, I have had a lot of time to think about these Olympic Games. I came to South Korea with a goal, and a belief in myself. I knew I needed to have many things work in my favor to achieve these goals, but that is what makes special days so special. The great thing about setting a goal is that it is a motivation, and a thing to worship as you work your butt off to get there. For years, you wake up every morning, and dive into your daily goal, because you know it will contribute to this larger goal you are shooting for. You dedicate your heart, life, and soul to it. Then, when the day comes, that goal is achieved by three people, and the rest walk away feeling like they have failed in a way. I know I am not alone in the feelings that I experienced in South Korea. When you set goals, you only prepare yourself for the outcome of reaching them. You certainly don't prepare yourself for what it will feel like when you fall short. For that reason, I feel like I learned a lot in Korea. At times during those three weeks, I felt overpowered by disappointment. During these times, I had to convince myself that the Olympics are special. While the TV will only show the stories of the few people that had those medal winning incredible days, I think the young Sadie Bjornsen would look at the current Sadie Bjornsen, and see her as a hero too. Chasing a dream, missing that dream, and getting back up with full belief is a special opportunity. It is a characteristic that every athlete in South Korea has, because I tell you, we didn't get there easily! There were hundreds of setbacks, hurdles, and disappointments along the way. 

At the end of the day, my one second clip within my 30 minute video was not my best. It wasn't a train wreck, it just wasn't the climax of the movie. As a friend told me, "grieving those feelings of disappointment is important". If it didn't hurt, then you probably didn't truly believe it was possible. Mixed within all those feelings were some unbelievable feelings! Watching our Women's Team win our first ever Olympic Medal for this country was unbelievable! We have known forever it is possible, but to actually show our country what we are made of is a dream! We have all dared to have big dreams, and never been afraid of falling short when we jump. While I didn't get to stand on that podium that evening, tears slid down my face knowing how hard we have all worked for this. The years of believing, the years of pushing each other, and the years of supporting each other finally paid off! I am so proud of Kikkan and Jessie for skiing one heck of a gutsy, commanding, and strong race! Those two deserve that golden moment more than any two women I have ever met in the world! Thank you Kikkan and Jessie for not only brining out the best in all of us, but also demonstrating the best in you that evening! 

And now, it is time to step off the island, and head back into the normal winter routine. Although I left Korea still grieving some disappointment, I have turned the page, and found my fire and excitement for the final three weeks of the season! Every day is an opportunity, and the Olympics may only come every four years, but that doesn't mean the world stops between. There are some World Cup's to be chased, and some opportunities to be had!

Thank you to my wonderful family, teammates, coaches, friends, sponsors and supporters for sharing this fun experience with me! Thanks for believing in me, pushing me, and allowing me to dare to dream! Let me tell you, I ain't done yet! Let the dream continue! What goes up, must come down, and what falls down, must get back up! 

Here is a little collection of photos from the Games in no particular order.

 First arriving to Korea a little jet legged from the 8 hour time change. Saved by some coffee and onesies.

First arriving to Korea a little jet legged from the 8 hour time change. Saved by some coffee and onesies.

 Kikkan and I walking into my very first Opening Ceremonies. (Noah Hoffman photo)

Kikkan and I walking into my very first Opening Ceremonies. (Noah Hoffman photo)

 My first ever manicure!

My first ever manicure!

 Spending the afternoon with Katie Couric. (Reese Brown photo).

Spending the afternoon with Katie Couric. (Reese Brown photo).

 Twinning.

Twinning.

 My home for three weeks. 

My home for three weeks. 

 Thank you to organizers and authorities for helping keep everyone safe!

Thank you to organizers and authorities for helping keep everyone safe!

 Thank you to my amazing friend, Jaime Bronga, for coming all the way from Alaska and screaming her face off for me! Love you Jaime!

Thank you to my amazing friend, Jaime Bronga, for coming all the way from Alaska and screaming her face off for me! Love you Jaime!

 My attempted attack in the sprint race. (Flying Point Road photo)

My attempted attack in the sprint race. (Flying Point Road photo)

 Once you cross that finish line, the question you have to ask, "Did I do the best I could today?" (Getty Images)

Once you cross that finish line, the question you have to ask, "Did I do the best I could today?" (Getty Images)

 Dancing away some pre-race nerves.

Dancing away some pre-race nerves.

 Relay racing- (Flying Point Road photo).

Relay racing- (Flying Point Road photo).

 Steve Fuller said it best. "The highest bar is the hardest to hurdle". Proud to have set our bar so high as a team! (USSA photo)

Steve Fuller said it best. "The highest bar is the hardest to hurdle". Proud to have set our bar so high as a team! (USSA photo)

 Skiing on the moon!

Skiing on the moon!

 Visiting a temple with my Sports Psych one afternoon.

Visiting a temple with my Sports Psych one afternoon.

 The team behind the Golden Team (Flying Point Road photo).

The team behind the Golden Team (Flying Point Road photo).

 This is the image of a team that just won a gold medal together! (USSA photo).

This is the image of a team that just won a gold medal together! (USSA photo).

 Shedding some tears of joy combined with tears of pain. After just winning a gold medal, the first thing this girl told me when she hugged me was "I believe in you". I can't tell you how much those four words meant to me! Jessie, thanks for both inspiring me, but also pulling me along with you. You have grown into quite the leader yourself, girl. I am surrounded by a team of exceptional woman, that even an Olympic Gold medal isn't enough to define how amazing they are! (USSA photo)

Shedding some tears of joy combined with tears of pain. After just winning a gold medal, the first thing this girl told me when she hugged me was "I believe in you". I can't tell you how much those four words meant to me! Jessie, thanks for both inspiring me, but also pulling me along with you. You have grown into quite the leader yourself, girl. I am surrounded by a team of exceptional woman, that even an Olympic Gold medal isn't enough to define how amazing they are! (USSA photo)

 To the man that formed this bond, thank you for believing in us! Matt Whitcomb, you have never accepted something as impossible! We would never be here if it wasn't for you! Those tears are hard earned (USSA photo).

To the man that formed this bond, thank you for believing in us! Matt Whitcomb, you have never accepted something as impossible! We would never be here if it wasn't for you! Those tears are hard earned (USSA photo).

 Thank you to the wax technicians doing all the hard work behind the scenes. As with us, these guys will have good and bad days, but you can guarantee every day is going to be 110% effort with this crew. We work as a team, and we wouldn't be able to do it without these guys!

Thank you to the wax technicians doing all the hard work behind the scenes. As with us, these guys will have good and bad days, but you can guarantee every day is going to be 110% effort with this crew. We work as a team, and we wouldn't be able to do it without these guys!

 Closing Ceremonies.

Closing Ceremonies.

 Really cool to see Jessie get selected as the closing ceremonies flag bearer!

Really cool to see Jessie get selected as the closing ceremonies flag bearer!

 All things made better with your best friends around!

All things made better with your best friends around!

 Some hard earned lounging in these five rings.

Some hard earned lounging in these five rings.

 Goodnight South Korea, and Olympics 2018. Thank you for helping me grow!

Goodnight South Korea, and Olympics 2018. Thank you for helping me grow!

Embracing All the Little Things

Since the start of the World Cup Season, on November 26th, things have been pretty darn exciting for the US Nordic Ski Team! Every weekend brings a highlight of joy with some new outstanding performances, new personal bests, another podium, another historical moment, etc., etc.... It has been, and will continue to be a wild ride, so you have to hold on tight with two hands, because it just keeps getting better! During interviews recently, the most common question is, "what is the magic". I have the same answer every time. Suddenly, every single person on this team has some true belief. With so much success, nobody wants to sit on the bench. Everyone is just itching for their turn, "put ME in coach!" You can see it, the fight is on, and it is no longer one person that thinks they can win; it is every single person. The belief is contagious, and the fight is the new way. Despite it seeming so, it isn't magic. It is just a lot of people working hard, and most importantly, embracing the little steps along the way!

As we head into the Olympics, I am trying to take some time to step back and truly "feel" this experience. It is an experience that is going so fast, and I am just clinging on tight, trying to live up every single second of it. Whether I am happy or disappointed with my own races during the weekend, there is always somebody to be happy for along the way. Between the race weekends, my sole goal is to recover, and be ready for the next weekend. The weekdays become projects, and parts of the puzzle I am putting together for each weekend. With such a specific goal every weekend, I think it is easy to lose track of this life, and feel all the emotions that come along. For that reason, I have been trying to work on embracing all the little things. Whether that is an emotion, or an experience… I have realized how important it is to not just numb myself to all the up, down's, and arounds that are going on. Instead, take the extra breath, and feel the experience before it passes by. Some of these things include:

1. Staying in touch with the outside World.

 Skyping with my nephew, Carter.

Skyping with my nephew, Carter.

2. Finishing my first Tour de Ski healthy.

 You can tell by the color of our faces.... this climb is no joke, and any time you make it to the top alive, and healthy, is an enormous achievement in itself. It was a personal goal of mine to make it there top ten, so I was ecstatic to cross the line in ninth!

You can tell by the color of our faces.... this climb is no joke, and any time you make it to the top alive, and healthy, is an enormous achievement in itself. It was a personal goal of mine to make it there top ten, so I was ecstatic to cross the line in ninth!

3. Watching my brother make an enormous jump.

 He is a little bigger now, but he still has that same look of determination! This guy raced to ninth this weekend, and that is just the beginning! I can't wait for him to discover he is one of the best in the world! The men on our team often get overshadowed by the women, but there is no lack of success and motivation with these guys! They are headed to PyeongChang with an awesome vibe, and ready to attack!

He is a little bigger now, but he still has that same look of determination! This guy raced to ninth this weekend, and that is just the beginning! I can't wait for him to discover he is one of the best in the world! The men on our team often get overshadowed by the women, but there is no lack of success and motivation with these guys! They are headed to PyeongChang with an awesome vibe, and ready to attack!

4. Laughing about how much we have grown up.

 Four years ago, we arrived in Sochi, feeling like we had landed in heaven! I have no doubt when we arrive in Pyeong Chang, Sophie will have the same look on her face, and Jessie will have the same pop in her step, and Liz will have the same tune to her giggle. We may look a little older, and hopefully act a little older, but we are the same young women, with a big dream!

Four years ago, we arrived in Sochi, feeling like we had landed in heaven! I have no doubt when we arrive in Pyeong Chang, Sophie will have the same look on her face, and Jessie will have the same pop in her step, and Liz will have the same tune to her giggle. We may look a little older, and hopefully act a little older, but we are the same young women, with a big dream!

5. Watching my teammates from back home do really well.

 It is really exciting to see ten members of our APU Team make the Olympic Team! That is a huge step for our program, and says a lot about the hard work going on up in Alaska. Not only that, it speaks highly of Erik Flora, who has been inspiring, encouraging, and pushing so many of us. I feel more than lucky to have discovered this program eight years ago, and truly found my place! I am also extra excited to see some young members of our team start to break through. This may be a high for our team at the moment, but by no means is it the highest point to come! Here is Hannah Halverson, the youngest member of our women's team, standing on the Nationals podium! What an incredible achievement as a nineteen year old! She also got eighth in World Juniors yesterday, one of the best results USA has ever had!

It is really exciting to see ten members of our APU Team make the Olympic Team! That is a huge step for our program, and says a lot about the hard work going on up in Alaska. Not only that, it speaks highly of Erik Flora, who has been inspiring, encouraging, and pushing so many of us. I feel more than lucky to have discovered this program eight years ago, and truly found my place! I am also extra excited to see some young members of our team start to break through. This may be a high for our team at the moment, but by no means is it the highest point to come! Here is Hannah Halverson, the youngest member of our women's team, standing on the Nationals podium! What an incredible achievement as a nineteen year old! She also got eighth in World Juniors yesterday, one of the best results USA has ever had!

6. Spend some moments with my fiancé.

 I am a lucky girl to have this guy on my side! Not only is he unbelievably supportive and encouraging, but he is a huge goof ball that always manages to remind me to laugh and smile! 

I am a lucky girl to have this guy on my side! Not only is he unbelievably supportive and encouraging, but he is a huge goof ball that always manages to remind me to laugh and smile! 

7. Accumulating enough Gruyére podium cheese to feed an army of Frenchmen. I believe we have won thirteen blocks of cheese, which means thirteen podiums this year!

 Fondou for days!

Fondou for days!

8. Ski through the mountains, and take some time to look around.

 Jo often makes fun of me for going out to train, and never stopping to look around. We have been racing at some pretty incredible venues lately... and I can't get enough of it!

Jo often makes fun of me for going out to train, and never stopping to look around. We have been racing at some pretty incredible venues lately... and I can't get enough of it!

9. Celebrate some birthdays, and feel thankful that our parents gave us life. 

 One of my favorite birthday's to celebrate is Liz's, because it always lands just after the Tour de Ski... so we often have a case of the tired giggles.... and nothing makes an experience more fun than laughing until your core hurts. 

One of my favorite birthday's to celebrate is Liz's, because it always lands just after the Tour de Ski... so we often have a case of the tired giggles.... and nothing makes an experience more fun than laughing until your core hurts. 

10. Stand inside the waxing truck, and watch the wax team work together, with so much passion and excitement. These are the guys behind the scenes… truly performing the magic, without ever getting to stand on the podium for their success at being some of the best waxers in the world.

 Sometimes I wish we could bring our wax technicians up on the podium with us... but then it would get pretty busy, because these boys work as a team! They deserve at least 50% of the credit, because we wouldn't be able to do it without them. Even if they don't step up on the podium, they still celebrate podiums, and never take for granted a day they manage to out wax the rest of the world.  

Sometimes I wish we could bring our wax technicians up on the podium with us... but then it would get pretty busy, because these boys work as a team! They deserve at least 50% of the credit, because we wouldn't be able to do it without them. Even if they don't step up on the podium, they still celebrate podiums, and never take for granted a day they manage to out wax the rest of the world.  

11. Feel nervous. We never want to admit we are nervous, but the endorphin rush is one of the greatest high's in life!

 What are those words you say in your head just as you get ready to start?

What are those words you say in your head just as you get ready to start?

12. Getting the first podium in a classic race in US Women's Cross Country Skiing history.

 My first time in the leaders chair for MANY years after achieving a long time goal of mine, a podium in a classic race. 

My first time in the leaders chair for MANY years after achieving a long time goal of mine, a podium in a classic race. 

13. Make my first A-final in a skate sprint.

 First step! (Rolf Zetterberg photo)

First step! (Rolf Zetterberg photo)

14. Be a team. Unfortunately, Ida Sargent fell on Saturday during her warm up for the sprint, and broke her thumb. To watch her pull her emotions together, and prepare her brain to keep fighting despite the need to fly home to Vail for a quick surgery, and be back at the Olympics in two weeks was incredible. What it made me realize is how important the people surrounding you are. This is something that could have easily derailed any athlete that was heading to the games with a big goal. Through the encouragement and support of this team, she has managed to stay positive and keep believing. It is amazing how positive energy can make any bump in the road nothing but a little time in the air on the way to the finish line.

 This is a team that has supportive each other through MANY years!

This is a team that has supportive each other through MANY years!

We have now arrived at our final few days before jumping on an airplane to head to my second Olympic Games. Speaking of embracing the little things, I am pretty darn excited to pull on my stars and stripes uniform to represent my country for a second time! Despite having raced in the Olympics before, the buzz is just as high and exciting! This time around, I am headed there with a goal, and that is amazing in itself! First, I dreamed of being an Olympian, now I dream of winning an Olympic Medal! Let's see what we can do!

I will try to update my blog throughout the games, so check back! Cheers to the final preparation, and let the TEAM USA pride begin!

 Baby Carter is ready! Are you?

Baby Carter is ready! Are you?

Backstage Pass

I remember as a younger skier watching some of the World Cup footage, and just being blown away by how any person could move so fast. To me, these World Cup stars were like superwomen of my dreams. Having never met any of them at the time, they were not even real… they were just figures in a movie. Fast forward ten to fifteen years, and here I am, living out the dream of being one of those World Cup racers. One of the most unique parts about being in this position is how small "the picture" is, considering how big the world behind it is. What is shown on the TV screen is just one little three minute snapshot, or maybe a 25 minute snapshot into the life we live. It is funny, because those three minute "snapshots" are what we spend 365 days a year pushing our bodies to extreme levels for. While we put on a show each weekend, there are so many parts and pieces behind the stage that ten to fifteen years ago I would have never realized existed!

So, I am going to take you on a little backstage tour of the few months, weeks and minutes leading into last weekends Classic Sprint show, where I had my first ever podium in a sprint event. This way I can maybe "myth bust" some young kids ideas that World Cup Skiers are super-humans coming from another planet. Nope, we are just your friendly neighbor across the street working darn hard towards something we are dreaming of. 

Backstage three months ago- "Just finishing up my three week intensity block at home in Anchorage. Inspired by my teammate, Rosie Brennan, I decided these three weeks that I am not going to look at social media. Social media currently seems to have some element of "comparison" to it. All I can see right now is how warm it seems to be everywhere else, and how hard everyone is pushing themselves. Meanwhile it does nothing but rain in Anchorage, and I am darn tired. These three weeks I am going to focus on myself, and how hard I can push myself. I am two and a half weeks into this block, and I know I am balancing on a thin line of too much, and just enough to make a jump. I have done one Time Trial, and I feel like I can't ski out of a plastic bag, but I am not worried. The goal right now is to push myself. I am using technique to keep myself focused through these final sessions of the block, and keep them productive.

 Pain training!

Pain training!

 Pushing on (King 5 photo).

Pushing on (King 5 photo).

Backstage three weeks ago- "I am one week from taking off for the winter, and the season to come. I just set up a Christmas tree and am playing Christmas carols, because I have a new house, and I know I will get mega homesick if I don't live that experience at least once this winter… even if it is the wrong season. Oh well, there is snow on the ground, and it is dark outside, so who can tell the difference? Because I am an overly organized human, I have already laid out all my stuff to pack for the winter. I haven't put it in my duffle bag yet, but every friend that comes to visit, I make them walk through all my stuff with me, and pull the "extra's" out. Hard to believe I have to fit everything in my 50 pound duffle bag. I am commuting three hours every day for some great skiing up at Hatchers Pass; this has left me with lots of time to "think", as well as carry on some awesome conversations with teammates. Today I spent the trip to Hatchers arguing with the young juniors on our team if training logs were valuable. Everyone has their reasoning, but I am a fan of them! I am starting to feel better on my skis after having a long two weeks of sickness during camp. I am feeling quite lucky to have such good snow to ski on before the season, and I am taking this opportunity to really focus on some of the technique changes I have made this summer. I wonder if they will still hold while I am racing? I hope so! "

 Christmas in November.

Christmas in November.

 My little partner in crime keeping things entertaining! 

My little partner in crime keeping things entertaining! 

 Perfect Skiing! (Ophira Group photo)

Perfect Skiing! (Ophira Group photo)

 Pretty nice to have a home for my car and all my belongings this winter!!

Pretty nice to have a home for my car and all my belongings this winter!!

Backstage three days ago from the race- "Just arriving to Kuusamo, where we will start the first World Cup races. We will have a classic sprint on Friday, a 10k classic individual classic race on Saturday, and a 10k skate, pursuit start on Sunday. Holy cow, I forgot how tough these courses are. I feel like I am skiing down one side of a giant half pipe, and back up the other. Thank goodness the hills seem to ski easier when you go hard. I am still darn jet lagged, and waking up at 3am nervous as heck. I wonder what this season will bring? Holy cow, I am nervous! Good thing Jessie is teaching us dance classes every night so that I can have something to put my mind on, other than ski racing. There is nothing quite as powerful as giggles, and friends. I am one lucky girl to be doing this sport at this time, with all these great people. "

 Dream Team in Rovaniemi. 

Dream Team in Rovaniemi. 

 Birthday bash in the woods with amazing teammates.

Birthday bash in the woods with amazing teammates.

 Warming up for the weekend. (Getty Images)

Warming up for the weekend. (Getty Images)

Backstage three minutes before the race- "OK, time to focus, time to do what you know how to do. These are real girls you are out on the course with, not super humans. Let's do this".

 Pure Joy! (Getty Images)

Pure Joy! (Getty Images)

 (Getty Images)

(Getty Images)

OK, now that you have taken a backstage tour, you can see that what you see on the TV is such a small snapshot into our world. There are so many individual minutes, hours, and feelings that go into those "perfect days", or those "not so perfect" days. What I have learned over the years of racing on the World Cup is that each day is only a snapshot. For that reason, you can go from "the dumps" to "the digs" overnight, and vise versa. I feel really excited about last weekend, and how things started. Coming into the season, you never know where you are. Especially for myself, who is pretty infamous for not being a great "trainer", I never know what is going to happen when I put a bib on. But the best thing I can do, is keep the belief in myself. So, with one weekend under my belt from this season, and my first sprint podium, I am thrilled to see what can be possible this winter.

 Travel days.... rest days! 

Travel days.... rest days! 

We have just arrived in Lillehammer for our next stop on tour, with a classic sprint again, and a 15k Skiathlon. If you want to watch back home in the US, races are now being show on NBC, on The Olympic Channel.

Big thanks to everyone for all the cheers, congratulations, and love last weekend. You make this journey incredibly special!!

In case you missed the watching the race last weekend, here

Autumn Leaves and Pumpkin Please

Fall is one of my favorite seasons of the year. Being in a winter sport means that fall is for the final preparations. Suddenly the race season is in sight, and the nightly "racing dreams" begin. Since fall came a little earlier than usual in Alaska, that meant that I have been in the "pumpkin please" mood since August. Fortunately, in Alaska, grocery stores started stocking the shelves with pumpkin in August… so I know I am not the only one who got the fall fever early.

 Getting to meet Holly Brooks babies, Brooks and Ruby. 

Getting to meet Holly Brooks babies, Brooks and Ruby. 

 Staying bright in the dark season (Andy Wallace photo).

Staying bright in the dark season (Andy Wallace photo).

Since I haven't really checked in for a while, I have to go back in time a bit. September was a month that I decided to do a "training camp at home. " What that meant is that for three weeks, I put my whole head and heart into training. Since I was working on a three week intensity block, I quickly learned that I needed every last ounce of energy I had, in order to make it through. It was pretty fun to test my mind a bit, and see how hard I could push myself. In one of the photos I posted online of an uphill running race, a fan commented, "paying the tax on the road to the podium". That pretty much sums up the mental state of this block. I have never really been healthy enough to push myself to this level, so it was fun to feel like I finally learned to take one more step!

 Yeah for uphill running!

Yeah for uphill running!

 Doing a little bird hunting to fill the freezer. 

Doing a little bird hunting to fill the freezer. 

 Biking up to the birds. 

Biking up to the birds. 

 2017 Fast and Female was fun and amazing! Thanks to everyone for showing up with so much energy and excitement. 

2017 Fast and Female was fun and amazing! Thanks to everyone for showing up with so much energy and excitement. 

With work, comes recovery if you want to absorb the effort. Following my three weeks of working hard, I took a week to recover from it all, and prepare for my final camp of the season, with my US Teammates in Park City, Utah. On my way down to the camp, I made a short but important stop in Seattle, where I got to meet my amazing new nephew, Carter. It was special to share some time with my sister and brother-in-law, and see how happy they are! It truly melted my heart!

 Baby Carter and his favorite Auntie... just kidding, he has so many amazing aunties!

Baby Carter and his favorite Auntie... just kidding, he has so many amazing aunties!

 Media day before camp. Nothing gives you goosebumps like having a flag around. 

Media day before camp. Nothing gives you goosebumps like having a flag around. 

 Sharing some "behind the scenes" of who I am. 

Sharing some "behind the scenes" of who I am. 

Shortly after arriving in Park City, I unfortunately got taken down by a cold. I am a strong believer in illnesses during the training season being a "blessing in disguise." I always believe that my body is smarter than my brain… so if I am not quite resting as much as I should, I pick up little bugs. Trying to remain patient throughout the training camp was not exactly easy. Since I struggled with injuries during the other two US training camps of the season, I was so excited to finally jump in for some good training with my teammates. But, as it went, I took some more time to rest and recover, and slowly build back to being healthy. The last three days of camp, I finally got to jump in and participate, which was enough to fuel my mind and soul.

 Joining in on some final days of rollerskiing at Soldier Hollow. 

Joining in on some final days of rollerskiing at Soldier Hollow. 

 Uniforming day... it feels like Christmas!

Uniforming day... it feels like Christmas!

 Enjoying every bit of sunshine I can get before winter!

Enjoying every bit of sunshine I can get before winter!

Following the Park City Camp, I had planned a final "mental break" before the season. This included two days in Los Angeles, where I had to go visit the Austrian Embassy to get an Austrian Residence Visa in order to spend all winter overseas racing the World Cup. I planned this break before I knew I was going to get sick, so I found some ways to get active in the city. It turns out, the mountains above LA are pretty fun!

 Hiking in the heat!

Hiking in the heat!

Luckily, upon arriving home in Alaska, where the seasons are a little off, I jumped back into winter. It was a bit of an extreme entrance from 90 degrees in California to three degrees in Alaska. But, I much prefer this cold weather, with snow, and my cozy home. It has been so fun to get back on snow, and remember the amazing feeling of gliding across snow. While roller skiing is a pretty darn amazing "off-season" training method… it just doesn't have that same great feeling of gliding across the snow. 

 Having so much fun back on skis!

Having so much fun back on skis!

 So beautiful! (Becca photo)

So beautiful! (Becca photo)

 Suddenly it is so bright out! (Ophira Group photo).

Suddenly it is so bright out! (Ophira Group photo).

I now have three more weeks here in town to enjoy every last bit of my cozy home, the beautiful cold clear days, and the 9 am sunrises. Now is the time to get lots of extra hugs from Jo, enjoy wearing a different outfit out of my closet every day, appreciate being able to drive my own car around town, and make the most of being able to call all my friends and family at reasonable hours of the day. Following these three weeks, we are shipping off for the season, starting in Finland. After enjoying all these last treasures in town, I can't wait to get this season started!

 Insulating our house a bit more, now that it is so cold out! Keeping this place cozy.

Insulating our house a bit more, now that it is so cold out! Keeping this place cozy.

Happy Autumn!

Working hard, or hard working?

Late August and September are months saved in my head as "where the work gets done". It is the time that I am carrying the most amount of fatigue from the summer of training, and I take the opportunity to dig deep, and push one step harder. 

 Harvesting season. Berries and apples from the yard! Breakfast of champions!

Harvesting season. Berries and apples from the yard! Breakfast of champions!

 Taking an evening to spend some time with a young generation of energy and excitement at The Alaska Club.

Taking an evening to spend some time with a young generation of energy and excitement at The Alaska Club.

Last week I got a little "recovery" week to split the hard work and did some training on my own, to prepare my mind and body for three weeks of digging deep to come. My mom flew up from Washington, where it is 100 degrees and full on summer. It was pretty special to share the week with her up in Alaska, where it is full on fall! I think she had a little shock to her system. First, because it was 50 degrees and rainy, which meant wearing winter clothing and being darn cold. And second, because she joined me for an entire week of training… and she survived! As an athlete, I get so consumed and invested in my "work", that I forget to sometimes look around and realize what I have done and what I am doing. Training 3-5 hours a day, traveling to and from training sessions, refueling, taking care of my body, and all the "maintenance" is my normal routine. Having my mother around for the week made me realize how much energy this job entails. As my mom jumped on the bike with me while I roller skied, and joined me on the trails and the gym, it gave me a fun new breath of perspective. Firstly, I have reached a whole new definition of "training hard", and secondly I am a pretty lucky girl to have family that can jump right in with me and enjoy the process. I would have never gotten to where I am had I not learned the joy of being healthy and active from my family. It is pretty unique and special to be training at such a high level, and still be able to share that love with my family to this day!

 It was pretty special to have my mom up in Alaska to see the life I live up here! It meant the world to share some amazing family time for the week!

It was pretty special to have my mom up in Alaska to see the life I live up here! It meant the world to share some amazing family time for the week!

 Pushing mom up Clarks Valley climb 4 times!

Pushing mom up Clarks Valley climb 4 times!

 It is ok, she is still happy!

It is ok, she is still happy!

 Power hiking with mom. I never wonder where I get that endurance blood from!

Power hiking with mom. I never wonder where I get that endurance blood from!

 Showing mom how close the glaciers are!

Showing mom how close the glaciers are!

 Meanwhile, my sister just had her first baby, Carter Thomas Johnsen! 

Meanwhile, my sister just had her first baby, Carter Thomas Johnsen! 

I am now back into the full swing of training and digging deep. I have three weeks ahead of me of digging just a little deeper, pushing just a little harder, and shooting just a little higher. Often during these really hard blocks of training, it is easy to lose sight of your achievements. When I am living in a small daze of lactic acid and fatigue, it is easy to have a swing in belief, like the swing in fatigue. My best method of coping with periods of hard work is to shift my vision. Am I working hard, or hard working? Am I finding weaknesses, or finding opportunities for improvement? Was I tired today, or did I achieve my goal yesterday? Is it a downpour outside, or is it fall? Sometimes tricking your brain is the best way to make that next step!

 Work hard, recover hard. Making ice baths out of anything and everything!

Work hard, recover hard. Making ice baths out of anything and everything!

I look forward to pushing these next few weeks of hard work, and hopefully getting one step closer to my World Cup and Olympic Goals this winter!

July Janga

J- July training. July is one of the more intense months of training. The combination of a huge amount of volume, and the start to a lot of intensity makes for some pretty tired bodies! Thanks to lots of help from Advanced Physical Therapy, and Zuzana Rodgers, we are able to get some help taking care of fatigued bodies. It was pretty amazing to have Zuzana up on the glacier with us last camp helping us recovery from high loads of training!

 Lot's of amazing hours of training! (Ophira Group photo)

Lot's of amazing hours of training! (Ophira Group photo)

U- Unbelievable summer. After waiting all june and july for summer to come, our unbelievable summer came for three days. For three days, all of Anchorage enjoyed 80+ degrees of heat. I think it is safe to say that every Anchorage citizen got sun burned over last weekend. When you break out your bikini once a summer, no level of SPF can save the burn! Thankfully summer hit during the weekend, so we got to really enjoy the heat. I think I may have spent 48 hours straight in a bikini! We are now back overcast season. That was fun while it lasted! The wait makes those perfect days way exponentially amazing. 

 48 hours in a bikini!

48 hours in a bikini!

 The sun has a tendency to bring up your stoke! Enjoying our monthly Delta Constructors hike with some sunshine!

The sun has a tendency to bring up your stoke! Enjoying our monthly Delta Constructors hike with some sunshine!

 Alaska summer footwear... forget about the flip flops!

Alaska summer footwear... forget about the flip flops!

 Alaska sun bathing... 

Alaska sun bathing... 

L- Lighting Storms! Last camp we had this amazing thunder and lighting storm roll over the glacier. One minute were were out on the snow doing speed, and the next minute we were sprinting up the access hill for the building as we heard the storm coming. We made it back safe, and all watched from the window as lighting struck on the rocks all around us, and an enormous hail storm moved through. 

 Sprinting for the building as the storm moves in (Zuzana Rogers photo).

Sprinting for the building as the storm moves in (Zuzana Rogers photo).

Y- YESSSSSS, that was my answer when my boyfriend of seven years proposed to me. It was our seven year dating anniversary, and a beautiful day out in the mountains, so it really couldn't have gotten much better when he got down on one knee! Fortunately it happened the day after the completion of an intense training block, so we got a few days to celebrate and enjoy some time in the mountains together. 

 Maubet Bound!! 

Maubet Bound!! 

 Celebrating on a ferry down to Valdez.

Celebrating on a ferry down to Valdez.

 Alaska is one beautiful place! Chasing glaciers at Thompson Pass. 

Alaska is one beautiful place! Chasing glaciers at Thompson Pass. 

 Not easy to catch the sunset in the summer... you have to really commit to making it that late!

Not easy to catch the sunset in the summer... you have to really commit to making it that late!

 

 

J- Jokes on you! With our collection of young athletes that joined the elite team this year, the atmosphere is never too heavy! It has been fun to not only have a new generation of talent around, but also a new generation of excitement to remind us how lucky we are! There is certainly no shortage of jokes!

A- Aware season. How are you bear aware? More than ever, people are becoming bear aware while they are enjoying the outdoors right now. If you run into me out training in the woods right now, don't be surprised if you can hear me from two miles away. Between my bear bell and my constant yelling and chattering… I don't travel quietly. That is because surprising Mr. Bear is about as bad as it gets. I also don't hit the woods without my bear spray in case things get serious (I always hope not). 

 Priorities... replacing my water bottle with bear spray. 

Priorities... replacing my water bottle with bear spray. 

N- NBC filming. It was fun to have some NBC crews up in Alaska filming Eagle Glacier, and some of our team work down in town. I love the opportunity to share our sport with the country during Olympic year, and show a little bit more behind the scenes of "skinny ski's". 

 Behind the scenes... 

Behind the scenes... 

G- Goof-ups. On Eagle Glacier, we have an access road that leads down to our 8k loop. This access road is a pretty high speed decent, with a small turn midway down. In an effort to get more comfortable at high speed on my skis, I have been trying to make it down this hill without breaking into any sort of speed check or snow plow. On day two of camp, I accidentally took too much speed into the corner, and rag dolled down the climb… resulting in my first ever black eye. I am not entirely sure how it happened, but after a few days of nasty, it started to resemble an unbelievable make up job as it healed… better than my average ability to apply make-up. 

 ouch!!

ouch!!

A- Attack of the mosquitos! Turns out this extremely wet summer of ours has created quite the amazing life for the mosquitos. After spending a night camping out in the Valley… I learned that sleeping outdoors is not something you do right now. If you plan on getting some zzzzz's… keep it inside. 100 percent deet is recommended!

 Jo's attempt to fend against the mosquitos during camping. 

Jo's attempt to fend against the mosquitos during camping. 

Dear Adversity ....

I just arrived home from our Women's National Team camp in the Methow Valley. This is my hometown in Washington, and where I grew up training, which made it really special to share my stomping grounds with my teammates.  I feel pretty lucky to be a part of this National Team right now, so I was loving every second of introducing them to the area, and all the special people back home that got me to this point!

 Women's Team hits the Methow.

Women's Team hits the Methow.

 Biking alongside the girls as they rollerski up to Washington Pass.

Biking alongside the girls as they rollerski up to Washington Pass.

 Still some snow around up high. (Matt Whitcomb photo)

Still some snow around up high. (Matt Whitcomb photo)

 The Team (Kent Murdoch photo)

The Team (Kent Murdoch photo)

 Enjoying some "waterfall" during a hot bounding day. Thanks to one of our world cup wax technitions, Tim Baucom, for coming to help coach!

Enjoying some "waterfall" during a hot bounding day. Thanks to one of our world cup wax technitions, Tim Baucom, for coming to help coach!

I also got the opportunity to share some time with my family, which doesn't happen nearly enough. The United States has proven to be a bit too geographically large, which can be slightly limiting in having enough time with loved ones. I always try to make it home twice a summer to visit with family, but that never seems like enough. I cherish every second I can get, and enjoyed seeing both my parents as well as my 8 month pregnant sister and her husband.

 Rollerskiing with my sister in Seattle.

Rollerskiing with my sister in Seattle.

 A big bunch of Bjornsen love, with a new generation on its way. Baby shower day with my sister, my mom, and my grandma. 

A big bunch of Bjornsen love, with a new generation on its way. Baby shower day with my sister, my mom, and my grandma. 

 Such a treat to spend some time with my best friend from growing up. It may only happen every two years, but she sure does means the world to me!

Such a treat to spend some time with my best friend from growing up. It may only happen every two years, but she sure does means the world to me!

 Running with my mom at beautiful Sun Mountain.

Running with my mom at beautiful Sun Mountain.

Unfortunately, I have been going through another flare up with my heel spurs, so I wasn't able to participate in as much camp as I would have liked, but I still was able to be there in spirit. After a week of trying to make it work down there, I flew back to Alaska a bit early to try to come to my familiar training grounds to manage and balance training without shoes. 

 Ice bathing to take care of our bodies... and cool down!

Ice bathing to take care of our bodies... and cool down!

 Biking with the girls up Washington Pass. Ski boots weren't working out so well with my heels. (Matt Whitcomb photo)

Biking with the girls up Washington Pass. Ski boots weren't working out so well with my heels. (Matt Whitcomb photo)

 Great to have some of the young local juniors to join in a few sessions. There continues to be a ton of motivation and talent coming out of our small valley! (Matt Whitcomb photo)

Great to have some of the young local juniors to join in a few sessions. There continues to be a ton of motivation and talent coming out of our small valley! (Matt Whitcomb photo)

On the way home I wrote a little letter to adversity to build up some strength to take on this next period of training.

Dear adversity, thank you for constantly challenging me- never letting me fall asleep at the wheel. You make this job both challenging, but also more rewarding.

Dear adversity, thank you for forcing me to find my own path. Rather than following the path of others, you have taught me to find beauty and strength in being unique and different.

Dear adversity, thank you for forcing me to question myself. Through the process of questioning myself, I have learned to discover my own strengths and belief. This has allowed me to make my mind my strongest muscle. 

Dear adversity, thank you for forcing me to ask for help. Through this help, you have encouraged me to surround myself with an incredible team. A team of amazing coaches, teammates, physical therapists, friends, and family. 

Dear adversity, thank you for teaching me the "Sadie System". I would have grown up believing that in order to achieve success, you should always follow the path of the best, rather than developing your own path. 

Dear adversity, thank you for breaking me down. During this process, I have learned that if I don't take the weight and pressure of the world off my shoulders, I will never enjoy the process, and neither will loved ones around me. 

Dear adversity, thank you for making me count my blessings. You have taught me to never take for granted a day of health, or a run through the mountains without taking in as many breaths of fresh air as possible!

Dear adversity, despite being the biggest pain in the a$$, you have made my career unbelievably rewarding, no matter what level I achieve, because I have learned one heck of an important lesson, and that is; you can never give up. No matter if I look different, think different, or race different, you will never be more than a challenge I will overcome!

Yours truly,

Sadie

 Making my own path since I was 2 years old.

Making my own path since I was 2 years old.

 Thank you Winthrop Physical Therapy and Fitness, as well as our wonderful Pete Dickenson for taking care of our bodies and sharing your gym with us!

Thank you Winthrop Physical Therapy and Fitness, as well as our wonderful Pete Dickenson for taking care of our bodies and sharing your gym with us!

Back to the Attack

I was recently down in Hollywood for an NBC Olympics media summit, and one of the most commonly asked questions was, "what is one thing that most people don't understand about your sport". My answer was always the same, "we almost never take time off. There is hardly an "off season" for our sport, instead we just continuously remain active".

 Having fun down in Hollywood with Paralympic star, World Champion, and awesome buddy Andrew Kurka.

Having fun down in Hollywood with Paralympic star, World Champion, and awesome buddy Andrew Kurka.

My best method of forced resting is to take a week vacation to a beach, because this way, I am forced to lay down, relax, and truly recover. After that, we return to activity. We generally have about one month off of "scheduled training", but that doesn't mean we stop. Instead we take this time to do all the adventures we wish we could during our very scheduled and structured lives. We hike random mountains and take time to sit down and enjoy the view on top. We backcountry and alpine ski, enjoying gravity at its finest. We go for walks with friends that we never have time to catch up with. We participate in zumba and spin classes- enjoying the energy and enthusiasm of different groups of people. And we take our nordic skis off the trail, enjoying Alaska's mountains and glaciers while flying along the hard crust surfaces. It is a pretty enjoyable time of the year, because it is more of an "active recovery", rather than a training focus. But not to be fooled… we still keep moving! The amazing thing that happens during this month though is that we fully recover our brains. Six months of intense, structured training focus mixed with four months of intense, focused racing- all shaken up in a busy schedule of constant travel…. and your brain needs a break almost more than your muscles. April is the month to rest both your brain and body in our sport!

 Recovery 101.

Recovery 101.

I had an amazing April full of a perfect beach break, catching up with friends and family, moving into a new house, catching up with wonderful sponsors and supporters, incredible adventures, and a quick stop down to LA for some Olympic NBC media. I also had a good month to absorb all my excitement and disappointment from this past season, channeling all the energy back into formation to constructively make a plan of attack for this coming season. As always, come May 1st, I found myself hungry to start my structured training again. I love the lifestyle of setting a goal for myself every day, every week, and every month. I love the process of deciding what I am going to work towards, and making the steps to get there. This summer, I have a new goal for myself. In the past I have worked so hard to keep making steps towards more training and harder training. This year, I want to absolutely nail the process. After this past summer and fall full of injury, my goal this year is to do the smartest training I have ever done. I plan to drive my own ship more than ever… and never just drift down the river, because that is where the water is taking me. With the Olympics around the corner, and some new levels of achievement this past winter, I am pretty darn excited!

 Discovering what the Olympic venue/South Korea vibe will be with this make-believe Hollywood set-up. 

Discovering what the Olympic venue/South Korea vibe will be with this make-believe Hollywood set-up. 

 Mixing function and fashion in a whole new scene. 

Mixing function and fashion in a whole new scene. 

 Gravity supported adventures above Anchorage.

Gravity supported adventures above Anchorage.

 Easter glacier hunt with Jojo.

Easter glacier hunt with Jojo.

 Taking a second to sit down and enjoy my new home. 

Taking a second to sit down and enjoy my new home. 

 Alaska past-time activity... campfire catch up's. 

Alaska past-time activity... campfire catch up's. 

I am just now starting up our first US Ski Team camp of the season in Bend, Oregon. This is my fifth year attending this camp, one of my favorites of the year. I love the set up of this camp with on snow training up on Mt. Bachelor in the morning, and dry land training down in town in the afternoon. It really helps the transition from our winter fitness to our summer training activities. We become darn fit at skiing in the winter, but it takes some time to build up our running, biking and other dry land activity fitness. We also have a new member, and fellow APU teammate joining the team this year, Scott Patterson, which will be a really fun addition! Our team is more motivated and excited than ever, so it is time to get back on the attack!

 Thanks Mt. Bachelor for the incredible grooming, and for saving some sunshine for us.... great start so far!

Thanks Mt. Bachelor for the incredible grooming, and for saving some sunshine for us.... great start so far!

Let the 2017-2018 training season begin!